FFFUUUUU~~

that moment when you wake up and decide to open the curtains and it's sunny outside,
"I'M FUCKING BLIND !!! DJGHJKGD"

but I can see the blue sky !!!
I can't remember when was the last time I saw the blue sky x_x
and sunny weather in winter means it's fucking cold outside... hmm...
-23C at the moment....
I love you too !! (╹◡╹)凸
and it was something like -30C at night -_-

sunny weather to me means also that I have a headache (╹◡╹)凸
I love this shit so much !!!

I don't...

I have stuff to post about last week, but guess what
I'm lazy to take pictures
hohohohohohoo
but I wasn't so lazy to take that pic in this post few minutes ago ??
.......

I don't understand myself (laughs)

maybe I will post about it later today (??)

P.S.
             stay warm !!

                                                 Love: Pime

lost

so… we had to take off those 2 microdermals… ;_;
but when the skin heals we’ll put them back ^^
(one will move it’s place because the skins movement didn’t let it heal, so it will come on my chest)
(and the one on my neck reacted like that because it was inflamed and pushed itself up)
but healing might take some time -_-
but I’m happy that I can get them back !!! *—*

                                                 Love: Pime

Hard decisions & insomnia

Hello~~
I didn’t sleep at all
I have no idea why I can't sleep these days ;_;
I'm fucking tired but I can't sleep
if I sleep, I sleep for 1-3 hours and wake up without getting back to sleep ;_;
I - want - to - sleep !!

and I decided that if there isn’t a way to save 2 of my microdermals, I’ll take off all 4 of them
they would look stupid without those 2….
so we’ll see is I’ll lose all of them today ;_;

                                                      Love: Pime

new look

maybe it's a bit boring...
but anyway !!
it's something

                                  Love: Pime

aaaahhh... still drawing~~

working on my drawing and well.... is doesn't look so good -_-
how long have I been drawing this ??
2-3 days...

I love that book and that pic so I want to try to draw it ^^
and yes, I'm lazy and draw on my bed (laughs)
don't worry, I have that lovely yellow drawing chassis under the drawing~~
oops... there's my hand in that pic (laughs)
and you can't see the drawing well yet x_x
it's just the start x_x
I hope it will turn out ok...

And another microdermal is growing out now ;_;
fuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu
2 of them have healed perfectly and are fine, but  2 of them aren't x_x

                                                                        Love: Pime

plaah plaah 490257

it seems that we're going to Screw's gig with a nice group of people ^^
can't wait~~

and I went to city centre today but of course Jani wasn't at work
dcjkfhjkdgsgsds

I don't have much to say again
but yeah....
same shit continues~~

dot

                                                                 Love: Pime

Shadow’s flower (I tried to translate it with my friend xDD )

♫♪ I go forward there

where the world

is dark and

inconsolable

in backyards where no one has

been playing in ages

I carry misery in my back,

a memory of you in my heart

and that memory drags

deeper into the shadows

if there wouldn’t be so dark night in here,

I guess I never could

remember your wonderfulness, Shadow’s flower

and if

days were too long and wide

between them I couldn’t experience the beauty of *dream

world kills everything beautiful

but I won’t give you to it

I keep you in secret

I baptized you as ‘Shadow’s flower’

A soldier can love

his queen forever

but I guess it will never go the other way round

if there wouldn’t be so dark night in here,

I guess I never could

remember your wonderfulness, Shadow’s flower

and if

days were too long and wide

between them I couldn’t experience the beauty of *dream♪♫

*(while sleeping)