メリークリスマス！！

                    Love: Pime

finally decided to make post of my b-day

the pics are from the bar because I was / I am too lazy to take pictures of anything else

so my b-day was on 5.12.(laughs)
and I turned 18 ^^

 sooo~~ at the morning the first thing I did was puting my music play on the living room
I was lucky to enjoy my morning alone at home *---*
I hope my neighbours liked my music >xDD

and then I dyed my hair violet for the last time now~~
and when I was dyeing my hair my father came to eat at home and he gave me roses ^^

later we finished my cake and people came to have some coffee and cake~~
for presents I got: jewelery, bed sheets and candy
I didn't ask for much because I know I'm hard person to get presents to xDD
but from all the presents, I liked the most the one I got from Germany, from Vika *--*
baby I love you !!
I will post pictures of it when I don't feel this god damn lazy x_x

so then we continued our way to a bar~~

first we went to "Fever"
the bartender sang to me (laughs) but he was epic man !!!
and Wellu bought me this drink~~

I have no idea what it was, but it was fucking good *--*
was it mango or ??
I think so xDD

 then I also got apple cider with it ^^

sooo~~ later I went to buy something with Påke~~

 and we got smirnoff ice *--*
om nom nom~~ I like it

and then more xDD
Wellu and I went to get something sweet, not too much alcohol tasting, blueberrish, vanilia drink and the bartender made awesome tasting drinks for us *--*

 he was like:
"ohh... this tastes good~~ I wonder how I made this... this could be added to the constant list"
he was so epic xDD

and here is my company~~
from left to right: Kati, Wellu, Ville next pic: Påke, Esa and Mika

after that we decided to go to another place
"Palaveri"
there the first think I got was black currant beer

 usually I don't like the taste of beer, but this was fucking good !! ^^

 oihh~~ and there was few good looking asian guys~~
but they were too old for me (laughs)
and people were singing Karaoke fucking loud x_x

and the last thing I got was strawberry cider~~

 

good as always~~ *--*

we tried to get to sing karaoke but our time never came and so we left when others started to get tired already
to tell the truth~~ I was still full of energy and I wasn't even drunk !!! (laughs)
and I'm fucking happy that I wasn't drunk !! ^^
I like to remember everyhting and feel good
I have never really even been drunk
and I kinda home I will never be drunk

before we left home, we went to grill to get food
I got tuna fish french fries and the were good~~

when I got home I ate the food and opened my laptop xDD

but I had fucking fun day and night !!!
it was the best birthday ever ^^
thank you everyone !!!

                                                                             Love: Pime

22~~

so today I was at city centre with Ellu
we were doing some christmas present shopping ^^

I also went to get my 22nd piercing

 

it's fucking swollen xDD
and has been bleeding
but I like it ^^

I also got ao-ex mangas~~

so now I have something to read before going to sleep

and we went to Alko (laughs)
Alko is alcohol shop
all because I have been craving for smirnoff ice
and I got 4 pack of it *--*

so yeah
see you again some day

                                                                    Love: Pime

happy birthday to me !!

yey yey
I'll post all the interesting stuff tomorrow ok ??
too busy today ^^

thank you for all the congratulations I've got so far~~ !!

                                                       Love: Pime

~~

cleaning,
washing laundry,
baking,
明日は私の誕生日です！！
so yeah xDD
tomorrow is my birthday if you can't read that

tomorrow will be soooo long day !!!

                                               Love: Pime

my advent calendar's first door~~

ok !!
here we go !!!

hmm~~

what is it~~ ??

MINI GAY BEARS !!!

(laughs) don't ask...
they are gay bears (homo-nalleja)
my whole family calls them gay bears DD:
I don't even know why xDD

om nom nom
so good ^^

I hope december will be good to all of you !!!

                                                                                Love: Pime

December starts tomorrow

so tomorrow is time to open the first advent calendar's door !!!

and because I can't stand chocolate,

I have Haribo's calendar ^^

it doesn't have chocolate in it~~

and my b-day gets closer and closer
where are all my 'happy birthday" cards from relatives ??

ok ok no~~ (laughs)

I need to go to the city centre tomorrow

                                                           Love: Pime

today~~

today I woke up into empty house
my parents were at my family house helping my big uncle
but it was nice ^^
I love being home alone
I can enjoy my breakfast and listen to music at livingroom

and I got Vika's package !!!
but I won't open it yet xDD
it's my b-day present so I need to wait to my b-day~~



and Vika said I should finish my Genki drawing
but look at it !!!
it's horrible -_-

and I like that pic so I want to draw it
what ever you say~~

I also have to bake 2 cakes today~~
we'll have early christmas party on saturday

                                                Love: Pime

ohhh !! +

11 days to my 18th birthday
ಠ_ಠ

                                          Love: Pime

sorry !!! I have been lazy again, but here you go:

so I got my 5th lip piercing last friday
ignore dry lips, I hate winter -_-



and we already got snow -_-

 but now it has been a bit warmer weather and it's raining water so it all has melted away now
MWAHAHAHAA !!
yes !!!
I hate snow and ice so... xDD

and yesterday I got new boots ^^
my mother keeps complaining me that I don't have enough shoes so I had to get them~~
and I like them (laughs)

and what else...
all my piercings are doing fine, but my lowest microdermal is a bit red and stuff but it's still normal at this point~~
but I clean and taped it again so it should be fine soon

and my right side neck microdermal is a bit red also but not as bad as that lowest one
I think I'll tape it also...

hmm... do I have something else to say...
I sent my packages to Greek, Germany and Lithuania yesterday ^^
I hope they will find their right owners ^^

nothing else I guess...

                                                         Love: Pime

tomorrow is a day.... what is in tomorrow... (don't ask)

Tomorrow will be my last day at work~~
but then I'll have 3 days that "school" again
and I'll go to city centre tomorrow before work
(that means I'll be dead tomorrow x_x I need to wake up early to go there and then my work starts at 4 pm and ends 10 pm x_x)
I'll buy christmas presents and stuff ^^

today morning my old teacher called me o_o
she wants to meet~~
so I'll go to see her next week's wednesday

The christmas opening is on sunday
should I go ??

                                                                                    Love: Pime

plaah plaah something:

and I'm sooooo sure everyone is interested to read this shit
anyway~~

I'm having problems to decide next hair colour(s) x_x
I kinda would like to have violet/pink
but my hair is still too dark for pink, after black hair -_-
that fucking black doesn't want to go away (laughs)

another funny thing is that I kinda would like to have black hair again (laughs)
that's all thanks to Naru !!!

I think I don't have anything else to say at the moment
...
no... can't remember anything~~

but yeah

bye

                                                                                  Love: Pime

11/11/11

just saying
                            
                                   Love: Pime

20 piercings and stuff

so some other stuff first:

on tuesday I was at another community center
and I saw this on the wall:

I was like:  "OMDGS !!! someone in here listens to Vivid"
some how I find it funny.... but anyway...

then at "my" community center there was this on the paper:

jdhfsjkfdhnjsdkfnjskdfsm
nooooo xDDD
(laughs)

and then,
I just came from city centre and I got 4 microdermals

I have to keep them sealed for 2-3 days
the tape should push them down so they won't come out while they heal
but they look nice when I saw them !!!
I like a lot (laughs)
getting them didn't even hurt and I didn't bleed o_o
Jani was like:
"you have hight pain tolerance o_o"
well... I don't know.... it seems like it (laughs)
 

nothing much again....

                                                      Love: Pime

I had nice day !!

it was my first work day at Rantakylä's community center

(is that the right word for it ?? o_o)

so I had to make food for people and I didn’t fail !!!

everyone liked it and it was all gone pretty soon ^^

so today we only had people from age 8-12

but tomorrow all the older people will come !!! (age 12-19)

I’m so fucking nervous !!!

I’m so sure they all will hate me !!

today people were interested in me and they seemed to like me : DDD

we played ping-pong, billiards, table football and lots or other games *—*

and we made jewelery

that's mine (laughs)

but tomorrow will be a long day~~
ok 6 hours like today but from 4 pm to 10 pm….

                                                            Love: Pime

nothing much...

nothing much have been going on now...
but as you can see I dyed my hair violet
I have missed this !!
+ wearing glasses today
forever gonna have violet hair (laughs)
oh and I got my 4th lip piercing few days ago
and I really want to get my 5th already (laughs)

but I'm confused because of the work...
will I go to work at the theatre or not !!!???
fuckers tell me !!!!
*sigh*

but yeah....

71 days to my 18th b-day...
party hard at bars on that day (laughs)

                                                Love: Pime

jkdfhshdj HELP

so really, we went to get new shoes for me
and I got these:

my old ones decided to say "no, we won't close" zipper broke -_-
but but but I will fix my fav shoes ;_;
I will !!!

but but but but when we got to the food shop,
I screamed...
everyone looked at me but but but I saw this:

 

at that point I didn't scream, the scream came when I saw something in this magazine

 there was this article about DIR EN GREY's gig

 
ARTICLE ABOUT VIVID !!!

AND THEN THE THING THAT MADE ME SCREAM !!!

AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA
YEAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHH

my mother said she wants to read this
WELL OK !!!!

(sorry...bad pics -_-)

yes... useless post....
BUT I HAD TO !!
I was surprised o_o

                                                  Love: Pime

Aki is just epic xDDD

Aki is just epic

Aki is just epic

Aki is just epic

Aki is epic

Aki is epic

Aki is epic

epic

epic

Aki is just epic nun !!!

(laughs)

I can't....
xDDDDD

                                         Love: Pime

blaah blaah and yeah blaah

oh yeah !!
I'll bet my first half of my first wage on the day after tomorrow !!!
yey yey !!!

and I feel a bit sick today -_-
I feel cold and I'm tired...
but I can't be sick again !!!

                                              Love: Pime

arghhh -_-

this was what I saw when I went out at morning
it was cold
wet
and I didn't see much (laughs)

but this is when I was going to my japanese lesson
and it was hot (laughs)

and I'm tired -_-
I slept only 3 hours last night....

and and and everything and everyone annoy me right now !!!!
FUCK THIS SHIT !!!

                                                               Love: Pime

fun fun fun

so I went for a coffee with Ellu today after work ^^
and we had so much fun (laughs)

 

chocolate cappuccino *Q*
one of my new favs !!!

and the funny thing is that we went for another place what is right next to that fists one xDD
why ??
I have no idea xDD
and there we had ...

... white chocolate latte
another new fav *--*

and yeahhh....
I also took green apple ice drink and 3rd place xDDD
(laughs)
don't ask....

but it was good !!!

and and and and Sadie's This is Halloween is awesome !!!
I love it *--*

+ I changed my navel piercing ^^
I put that violet one , do you remember it ???
maybe you do, maybe you don't....

                                                          Love: Pime

seriously...

if I won’t be able to sing or eat soon
I’ll say good bye and never come back, to my tongue piercings
this is just…
*sigh*
I love singing so much that I don’t want to stop it because of 3 piercings I really want

just wanted to say this...

I'm so tired

and I feel like shit today

                                                             Love: Pime

17 !! soon 18 !! (like my age xDD )

but I'm not talking about my age now xDDD
I'm talking about my piercings !!
2 new !!
here they are :

having 2 tongue piercings is fun xDD …
but these jewelers are so long >.<
well… we’ll change them later when the swelling goes down…

and I’ll get 3rd later : DDD

Jani wanted to take a pic and but it in their website xDD
and he’ll take another one when we put the 3rd

so I have 17 piercings now xDD

but I love them *--*
and it didn't hurt at all !!!
AT ALL !!

                                                                        Love: Pime

so I had fucking nice day today !! :DD

“work” was fun….
we were doing this cut & paste work and they asked me to play music what I liked,
so I was like “ohhh, you won’t like it”
and they were like “WE WANT !!”
so I playes Sadie’s dress to them…
they were like “what is this band??” “were are they from”
and I think they liked it !! : DD
and before that they asked me to sing to them xDD
I was like “ok maybe now now xDDDDD”
and our “teacher” said “maybe we should have karaoke friday”
xDDD
I love these people : DDD

and Japanese lesson was nice !!
our teacher called me cool
*’-‘*
kdjlkmdkldmlsmklö

awesome day !!!
REALLY !!!

                                                 Love: Pime

oh my demon gods !! I like it !!

so yes....
I had my first job-training course day today
and what can I say
I LOVE IT !!!
it's fun and it feels like you're home : DDD

the whole building is like a home
own kitchen with table were we can eat together,
our "class room" doesn't have uncomfortable wooden school chairs and stuff...
WE HAVE FUCKING NICE SOFAS AND ARMCHAIRS !!!
it's like a home ;_;

and what we do ??
sit and talk, fill few paper and do stuff together (laughs)
and we actually get money from that !!

and on fridays we have movie and fun time days : DDD
we might go fishing or bowling and stuff !!

and tomorrow is free day...
my "teachers" have a school day themselfs so they can't be there...

but all this will end on 23.9.
then I'll get a real job
and work there 2 months ^^

but I like this !!
I really do ^^

I'm so happy now

                                                                         Love: Pime

my last free day

today morning was the last morning I was able to sleep long
today is my last day I'll spent online
my job-training course starts tomorrow at 9 am
so yeah... I might not be online so often (laughs)
but I'll be back home at 16.oo (4pm)
so then I'll be online (laughs)

but then next monday my japanese course 2 starts
so I might not be online on mondays....
but if I am I'll come online 18.oo (6pm)

I'll miss this shit

but in the other hand, I want to do something else than sit in front of the computer all the time
I do want a job
and my own money

but I love you all~~ ^^

                                                     Love: Pime

yeah...

yeaahhhhh
new look is new...
(laughs)
and crappy... I know you don't like it T_T

                                  Love: Pime

ok yeah.... nothing interesting...

unnffff ... I just... unfff....
I must be the only one who is lagging ando's BLAZE PV
OTL
but fuuuuuuuuuuuu~~
I love it !!! can't wait !!

and I'm lazy to put GP on my laptop OTL

and I want candy

....

I said it was nothing interesting !!!

                                                          Love: Pime

Don't go

Take my hand and never let go,
the hand of a demon,
who wants to take you home,
safe place in my heart,
were you will be with me

I will never let go,
so please do the same,
you will be mine,
forever

In my cold, small heart,
full of darkness,
but there is light,
there is you

Now take my hand and stay here,
don’t close your eyes forever and leave,
this world is bad place to be,
but I need you near me

There is always place for you to be,
but now please,
stay here with me

                                                      Love: Pime

and I got my CDs !!

lynch. - the buried
and
Alice nine. - vandalize
*---*

                                           Love: Pime

Dir en grey's gig and stuff...

so yess....
the gig was AWESOME !!! *--*
we got pretty good places also ^^

but -OZ- was much better

but because I'm so fucking lazy (and a bit annoyed at the moment, parents -_- ) I won't write everything ....
all the important stuff...
sorry...

the first thing what I thought when they came to the stage was:
"fuck.... they are real !!!! *Q*"
and Kyo is hot
I have to say (laughs)

they all were/are kinda hot...

Kaoru was staring at me time to time ... I was like "aaaaaaa"
and he also smiled to me ^^
and Toshiya also smiled to me !!
YEY !!
Toshiya seemed to have fun (laughs)
but I know I did !!

Setlist:
(I have to say that I can't remember did it go like this... there seems to be many different ones, but I took this...but it was something like this hahahaa... I just copied from one site xDD and I'm too lazy to correct them...)

(KYOUKOTSU NO NARI )
1. HAGESHISA TO, KONO MUNE NO NAKA DE KARAMITSUITA SHAKUNETSU NO YAM
2. OBSCURE
3. LOTUS
4. RED SOIL
5. Agitated Screams of Maggots
6. DIFFERENT SENSE
7. DECAYED CROW
8. "YOKUSOU NI DREAMBOX" ARUIWA SEIJUKU NO RINEN TO TSUMETAI AME
9. -karasu-
10. TSUMI TO BATSU
11. HYDRA -666-
12. AMON
13. REIKETSU NARISEBA
14. -ZAN-
Encore:
15. ZAKURO
16. -Saku-
17. RASETSUKOKU

IT WAS AWESOME !!!
*Q*

I did like it !!!!
yes yes yes !!!

and I got Kaoru's pick ^^

 (Slayed by the gou't)
??

 (DIR EN GREY
薫)

and then I got their gig hoodie ^^
happy happy !!

 

and of course I bought new magazines !!!
xDD

yesssssssss.....

and I had very "UNFFF" dream last night .....
(even if I slept only about 4 hours )
I was babysitting  someones baby with Screw's Jin
and then he was like " you know I love you, right??"
and I was like "y-y-yes"
then he kissed me and we end up to have sex....
he also sucked my neck so hard he left a mark there,
and then everyone was asking what the hell do I have in my neck
mmmm... like.... what the hell.... xDDD
well actually I wouldn't mind at all !!! >xPPP
I DO LOVE HIM !! DDD:

me and my dreams ... xDD
(laughs)

but yeah....
I hope I didn't forget anything....

                                                             Love: Pime