oh very good !!
very good *--*
Love: Pime
Pime's offical blog...!! Comments are always welcomed !!
Wednesday, April 27, 2011
Tuesday, April 26, 2011
oh lol
I have got so fucking many viewers from Finland today >xDD
(laughs)
ridiculous (laughs)
but yeah...
I had so much fun with Ellu today !!
Jimi and Luka were so nice boys !! ^^
and now Jimi is god damn tired xDD (laughs)
today was perfect ^^
now I'm waiting for rain *--*
Love: Pime
(laughs)
ridiculous (laughs)
but yeah...
I had so much fun with Ellu today !!
Jimi and Luka were so nice boys !! ^^
and now Jimi is god damn tired xDD (laughs)
today was perfect ^^
now I'm waiting for rain *--*
Love: Pime
hmh~~
voi voi raukkoja...
ajatteleevat että ovat ite täydellisiä...
sit ei oo ees pokkaa sanoo omaa mielipidettään omanaihtenään ku pitää anonyyminä tulla vonkuu
voi toisia....
ja pitää turvautuu englantiin
noh mikäs siinä...
ite oon sen verran kypsä että en käyttäs anonyymiä... mut kaikki elää omalla tavallaan...
Love: Pime
ajatteleevat että ovat ite täydellisiä...
sit ei oo ees pokkaa sanoo omaa mielipidettään omanaihtenään ku pitää anonyyminä tulla vonkuu
voi toisia....
ja pitää turvautuu englantiin
noh mikäs siinä...
ite oon sen verran kypsä että en käyttäs anonyymiä... mut kaikki elää omalla tavallaan...
Love: Pime
Monday, April 25, 2011
nails & hair & tattoo & journeys around the world
ah my lovely nails are so short !! T.T
I don't how to live !!!
many of them have broke thanks to Jimi -_- I love you man !! -_-
and I should colour them black again....
and I need to dye my hair neon blue again....
I'm almost blond already !!!
I have been thinking that I could colour my hair red/black next...
and then full black again...
I'm so tired to dye my hair all the time -_-
but I love all the colours ;_;
I will miss them ;_;
and that tattoo...
I will get it !!
first I need to find that good tattoo place...
and wtf !!!
my mother let's me go to Japan but not to Lithuania ?? o_o
she is crazy -_-
but I'm going to Lithuania !! but I have to go to war with my mother about it...
but she said that she will buy me ticket to Japan if Ryo-san takes me there xDD
she said:
"Ask that your japanese friend if you can go there. You love Japan so much I can let you go there and I know there is someone who would take good care of you"
like there wasn't someone in Lithuania ?? -.-
and I would love to go to Japan but
1. my mother can't deside that I'm going there, I need to ask if Ryo takes me
2. I don't want to go there just because I love Japan, I want to go there because I want to know my friend better and that he could teach me things about Japans lovely culture and stuff *--*
but yeah....
Love: Pime
I don't how to live !!!
many of them have broke thanks to Jimi -_- I love you man !! -_-
and I should colour them black again....
and I need to dye my hair neon blue again....
I'm almost blond already !!!
I have been thinking that I could colour my hair red/black next...
and then full black again...
I'm so tired to dye my hair all the time -_-
but I love all the colours ;_;
I will miss them ;_;
and that tattoo...
I will get it !!
first I need to find that good tattoo place...
and wtf !!!
my mother let's me go to Japan but not to Lithuania ?? o_o
she is crazy -_-
but I'm going to Lithuania !! but I have to go to war with my mother about it...
but she said that she will buy me ticket to Japan if Ryo-san takes me there xDD
she said:
"Ask that your japanese friend if you can go there. You love Japan so much I can let you go there and I know there is someone who would take good care of you"
like there wasn't someone in Lithuania ?? -.-
and I would love to go to Japan but
1. my mother can't deside that I'm going there, I need to ask if Ryo takes me
2. I don't want to go there just because I love Japan, I want to go there because I want to know my friend better and that he could teach me things about Japans lovely culture and stuff *--*
but yeah....
Love: Pime
Happy birthday Masashi...!!
Happy birthday Masashi...!!! <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 ^^
25.4.2011...!!
Love: Pime
Sunday, April 24, 2011
I will
now I’m 100% sure I will get this tattooed in my left hand
with violet colour…
and without those texts…
I will !!
Love: Pime
Friday, April 22, 2011
oh yeah !!
I had so much fun last night (laughs)
and I didn't even have hangover this morning !!
alcohol + good company + karaoke + birthday = lots of fun
my sister has b.day today (22.4.)
she is 20 now...
the only sad thing lats night was that I was the only "forever alone".....
-_-
oh yeah, and I would have job in Japan !!
it would be so perfect !! *--*
but yeah~~
but now I could open my table computer and start to play diablo 2 ....
and I didn't even have hangover this morning !!
alcohol + good company + karaoke + birthday = lots of fun
my sister has b.day today (22.4.)
she is 20 now...
the only sad thing lats night was that I was the only "forever alone".....
-_-
oh yeah, and I would have job in Japan !!
it would be so perfect !! *--*
but yeah~~
but now I could open my table computer and start to play diablo 2 ....
Love: Pime
Wednesday, April 20, 2011
Tuesday, April 19, 2011
I WANT THOSE HORNS ALSO !!!!
KJFSLKFJKSDFLSGKG
WHERE CAN I GET HORNS LIKE THAT ??!!
I - FUCKING - WANT !!!
JSADHJKFHKFGAGA
AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA
RYOGA !!!!
Love: Pime
WHERE CAN I GET HORNS LIKE THAT ??!!
I - FUCKING - WANT !!!
JSADHJKFHKFGAGA
AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA
RYOGA !!!!
Love: Pime
Monday, April 18, 2011
my parents make me feel crazy ... am I ??
I want to move away !!!! (cries) I can’t live here !!! I feel very anguish here !!!
I want to cry !!
my parents make me feel anguish !!! (cries)
always when they laugh: I feel like crying
always when I have to eat with them: I want to vomit
always when they look at me: I want to cry and I start to shake
always when they are alking to me : I want to cry and I start to shake
always when I hear them talking at morning: I can't continue sleeping
everything about them makes me feel bad and anguish
and I can’t tell them about it, they would thing I’m crazy…
I think I’m suffering about depression because of my parents…
I seriously need to move away !!!
they don't even know anything about me !!!
and yes, I have to say this now...
I can't hold it in any longer~~
Love: Pime
Thursday, April 14, 2011
yesterday: new piercings !!
so yeah :DDD
I got 2 new piercings into my ear yesterday !!
here they are !!
(up, lower 2)
I took this pic little after piercing, yesterday....
and at the moment my ear is swollen and violet !! (laughs)
xDDD
same what last time xDD
Love: Pime
and at the moment my ear is swollen and violet !! (laughs)
xDDD
same what last time xDD
Love: Pime
Tuesday, April 12, 2011
THEY ANSWERED ME !!!
"Hei!
Lähetämme viestisi ohjelmatyöryhmälle.
t. Ilosaarirock"
=
"Hello!
We sent message to program group.
t. Ilosaarirock"
I HOPE THIS PROGRAM GROUP ANSWERS ME SOON !!!
Love: Pime
Lähetämme viestisi ohjelmatyöryhmälle.
t. Ilosaarirock"
=
"Hello!
We sent message to program group.
t. Ilosaarirock"
I HOPE THIS PROGRAM GROUP ANSWERS ME SOON !!!
Love: Pime
ha-ha-haa (this is pretty random)
why is it so hard for me to:
-go to city centre ? (laughs) yep, I didn't go xDDDD
-to say that I'm in love ? am I ??I don't know !!
-hug people ?
-start conversation?
-to love people who I might get ? everyone who I love lives in fucking Narnia or something like that
-say word "cute"
ok, maybe I should stop here or I might be writing this over 3 years (laughs)
Love: Pime
-go to city centre ? (laughs) yep, I didn't go xDDDD
-to say that I'm in love ? am I ??I don't know !!
-hug people ?
-start conversation?
-to love people who I might get ? everyone who I love lives in fucking Narnia or something like that
-say word "cute"
ok, maybe I should stop here or I might be writing this over 3 years (laughs)
Love: Pime
Monday, April 11, 2011
now and moment ago
my corset and shirt came today !!!yey yey !!
and what was that face ?? xDD (laughs)
so...
that shirt is almost like what Aki has in Ice Romancer's pv
*Q*
I love it
and
that corset is red/black and has dragons in it *Q*
so I totally love it !!!
all what I love put together:
corset,red,black,dragons
hell yeah !!
and now I have clothes to Dir en grey's gig !!
(laughs)
I found out that my friend is Shinigami !!
my biggest enemy….
Demons like me and Shinigamis are not good friends…
but we are ?? o_o
and she says that it would make good yaoi fanfiction….
good but I suck at writing and she has something else to write~~
Love: Pime
my biggest enemy….
Demons like me and Shinigamis are not good friends…
but we are ?? o_o
and she says that it would make good yaoi fanfiction….
good but I suck at writing and she has something else to write~~
Love: Pime
THIS ....
....IS JUST TOO CUTE FOR ME TO HANDLE !!
AJKSHFKJASFHSKJHKJ
...
what ??
o_o
I...
I can't imaginae me to say something like that o_o
what is wrong with me ?? o_o
ok ....
I have to say that I think I'm in love *'-'*
but...
let's not talk about it because it will never happen...
-.-
Love: Pime
AJKSHFKJASFHSKJHKJ
...
what ??
o_o
I...
I can't imaginae me to say something like that o_o
what is wrong with me ?? o_o
ok ....
I have to say that I think I'm in love *'-'*
but...
let's not talk about it because it will never happen...
-.-
Love: Pime
Sunday, April 10, 2011
I will make sure it will be so !!
16.6. to Lithuania
and
30.6. back to Finland
??
I might use my demonic powers if someone says :
"no, it won't happen"
Love: Pime
and
30.6. back to Finland
??
I might use my demonic powers if someone says :
"no, it won't happen"
Love: Pime
Next week; tomorrow ??
I decided to get those 2 new piercings next week
(week what starts tomorrow)
If I'm not lazy I might go to city centre tomorrow & get them : DDD
and I hope I get new jewelry to my old piercings in my ear~~
hmmm~~ and why not new jewelry to my lip also : DD
if I found nice ones I will get them *--*
but new piercings mean week without sauna T_T
how will I survive this again ??!!!
but then I have 13 piercings !!!
MWAHAHAHAAA !!
Love: Pime
(week what starts tomorrow)
If I'm not lazy I might go to city centre tomorrow & get them : DDD
and I hope I get new jewelry to my old piercings in my ear~~
hmmm~~ and why not new jewelry to my lip also : DD
if I found nice ones I will get them *--*
but new piercings mean week without sauna T_T
how will I survive this again ??!!!
but then I have 13 piercings !!!
MWAHAHAHAAA !!
Love: Pime
(laughs) normal~~
OOHHH BORN !!
(laughs)
HOW COOL LOOK YOU HAVE !! xDDD
I like those horns Ryoga has !! xDDD
and next my friends reaction when she saw this pic:
"Ellu sanoo:
-TOLLA YHELLÄ ON KAKS MUSTAA BANAANIA PÄÄSSÄ"
=
Ellu says:
-THAT ONE GUY HAS TWO BLACK BANANAS ON HIS HEAD"
I laughed so hard !! xDD
ohhh~~ myh~~
but hey those horns are pretty hot~~ I like~~
...
I think I won't say what I think where they would be usefull.... mmm...
and here is my ugliness today:
3 belts, one scarf, one chain, jeans, corset, hoodie and or course my all the time wear; Ankh
I just…
have nothing to say but~~
I look horrible…. like alwasy~~ (^^)b
and sorry , I decided to not put makeup today so I didn’t want to kill you with my manly face~~
(laughs)
I hope my new corset comes tomorrow -_-
OH !!
and Dir en grey's gig tickets come on sale next week !!
yey yey !!
Love: Pime
I just…
have nothing to say but~~
I look horrible…. like alwasy~~ (^^)b
and sorry , I decided to not put makeup today so I didn’t want to kill you with my manly face~~
(laughs)
I hope my new corset comes tomorrow -_-
OH !!
and Dir en grey's gig tickets come on sale next week !!
yey yey !!
Love: Pime
something what I have been thinking....
yeah, I have been thinking this a long time already~~
if men can be topless is public places,
why can't women be also ??
ok maybe we have more fat and milk in them
but what is the big thing in this ??
I really don't understand....
I think that I would like to be topless !!
why not ??
it's the same thing if fat man is topless in public !!
(laughs)
(sorry, fat is beauti also )
but yeah, seriously.... why not ??
Love: Pime
if men can be topless is public places,
why can't women be also ??
ok maybe we have more fat and milk in them
but what is the big thing in this ??
I really don't understand....
I think that I would like to be topless !!
why not ??
it's the same thing if fat man is topless in public !!
(laughs)
(sorry, fat is beauti also )
but yeah, seriously.... why not ??
Love: Pime
Saturday, April 9, 2011
my "uuuuu" drawing = she will kill me
so~~
I draw “uuuuuu” picture to my friend~~
and I’m so sure she will kill me when she sees this ~~
it’s ready now~~
I’m going to die xDDD
she will like this so much !! *irony*
she might be like “OHHH !!! MY EYES !!! I’M GOING TO KILL YOU !! “
I know she hates this kind of things… xDD
+ this drawing is fail ….
I can’t draw~~
hope you like it Ellu !!! xDDD
Love: Pime
ANSWER TO ME !!!
why they don't answer to me !!!!???? T.T
I want boys to Ilosaarirock !!!
and they want to come also !!! DDD:
but this fucking ilosaarirock staff doesn't answer to me !!! >.<
well~~ I think that if I get contact to those staff members boys can play next summer, I don't think they take new bands for this year anymore....
BUT THEM I'LL DO MY EVERYTHING THAT THEY GET TO COME NEXT YEAR !!!
>.<
THEY WILL PLAY THERE !!!
THEY WILLLLLLLLLL !!!!
Love: Pime
I want boys to Ilosaarirock !!!
and they want to come also !!! DDD:
but this fucking ilosaarirock staff doesn't answer to me !!! >.<
well~~ I think that if I get contact to those staff members boys can play next summer, I don't think they take new bands for this year anymore....
BUT THEM I'LL DO MY EVERYTHING THAT THEY GET TO COME NEXT YEAR !!!
>.<
THEY WILL PLAY THERE !!!
THEY WILLLLLLLLLL !!!!
Love: Pime
Friday, April 8, 2011
Ryo-san
I HAVE JAPANESE FRIEND !!!
and he has his own v-kei band !!!! *Q*
he plays guitar....
I’m trying to get their band to play in ilosaarirock : DD
(next summer or if possible this summer ??)
they would like to play there *—*
he is so amazing !!!
he has seen Sadie like 2 times and has shaked their hands and talked to them
and what made me even happier is that he asked me to go to Tokyo
and he said that I could stay at his house !!!
god I like this guy
Love: Pime
and he has his own v-kei band !!!! *Q*
he plays guitar....
I’m trying to get their band to play in ilosaarirock : DD
(next summer or if possible this summer ??)
they would like to play there *—*
he is so amazing !!!
he has seen Sadie like 2 times and has shaked their hands and talked to them
and what made me even happier is that he asked me to go to Tokyo
and he said that I could stay at his house !!!
god I like this guy
Love: Pime
...is this story of my life ??
(sorry, I'm crying so much that I can't see what I'm typing so there has to me lots and lots of mistakes)
so let me start with saying: it's all in Awoi's Yuuyake karasu
mm~~
I think I finally understand why I'm so dark person , why I hate kids , why I love animals, and why I hate humans~~
I have lived alone my whole life...
my sisters and brother always did and still do all kind of nice things and they got what they wanted
but I always decided to stay home and sit in the dark corner and I never told what I wanted, so I never have got something what I have always whanted
and when I saw that my parents & family tried to make me to have fun time,
I pretended that I was happy~~
and now I, myself, don't really know when I have good or fun time,
I never know when I'm pretending
so my childhood wasn't good at all and I think that might be why I hate kids~~
and why I love animals; only person who always decided to stay home into that dark corner with me was our dog Elli...
I told her everything always and she was there for me always
she was my only friend and that is why I love animals, they are always there for you and they feel you
but my parents killed her
and my only friend , only true family, only love is gone
and that is why I hate people
they just break your heart
my life relly have sucked and still does~~
only things that I have done in my life are; cry, pretend and only people who I have loved who I love are far away or don't know that I even exist... or they are gome
and what makes me feel even more horrible is that there are people in there who have or has even more horrible lifes than me and I'm still saying that my life is horrible
it seems that everyone, everything that I like or love or care about dies
this is my first time in my whole live when I really open up...
even I don't know myself....
only thing I want...
is happiness and love
but guess what ...
I will never get them
how could I ??
when I have something what makes me even a bit happy or something what I love always dies or goes away, I can't get love or happiness
never
ever
I have calles someones/somethings name in my painfull and dark life
but my voice doesn't reach him/her/it
and I'm just standing still in this deep and dark swamp all my life and can't move anywhere
(I stick at my sad past and I don't go and see what I could do, Idon't have future.... not like this)
but I can't move...
I just can't
I can't forgive what has happend to me
+ when I was about 15 I found out that my dad isn't my real dad
and that I'm just my mothers bid mistake
so why am I suffering in here
I'm a mistake
if you make mistake in drawing or in text what you write you wipe that mistake away...
why can't I be wiped away ??
my hopes for the future and my life and my happiness have already flewd away like a crow from the roof...
they have disappeared...
all I want to do is to become a crow and disappear...
always alone, forever alone
I think that those things I want (love and happines)
the only way that I get them is that someone wipes me away
then I can be happy... I don't need to me alone anyore
I can become a crow and fly away and fly to my happines what has flewd away already
that is the only way that I can catch in fly after it
but because I don't have wings I can't fly
I'm stuck there in the swamp
all I can do is suffer alone and wait that someone wipes this mistake away
Love: Pime
so let me start with saying: it's all in Awoi's Yuuyake karasu
mm~~
I think I finally understand why I'm so dark person , why I hate kids , why I love animals, and why I hate humans~~
I have lived alone my whole life...
my sisters and brother always did and still do all kind of nice things and they got what they wanted
but I always decided to stay home and sit in the dark corner and I never told what I wanted, so I never have got something what I have always whanted
and when I saw that my parents & family tried to make me to have fun time,
I pretended that I was happy~~
and now I, myself, don't really know when I have good or fun time,
I never know when I'm pretending
so my childhood wasn't good at all and I think that might be why I hate kids~~
and why I love animals; only person who always decided to stay home into that dark corner with me was our dog Elli...
I told her everything always and she was there for me always
she was my only friend and that is why I love animals, they are always there for you and they feel you
but my parents killed her
and my only friend , only true family, only love is gone
and that is why I hate people
they just break your heart
my life relly have sucked and still does~~
only things that I have done in my life are; cry, pretend and only people who I have loved who I love are far away or don't know that I even exist... or they are gome
and what makes me feel even more horrible is that there are people in there who have or has even more horrible lifes than me and I'm still saying that my life is horrible
it seems that everyone, everything that I like or love or care about dies
this is my first time in my whole live when I really open up...
even I don't know myself....
only thing I want...
is happiness and love
but guess what ...
I will never get them
how could I ??
when I have something what makes me even a bit happy or something what I love always dies or goes away, I can't get love or happiness
never
ever
I have calles someones/somethings name in my painfull and dark life
but my voice doesn't reach him/her/it
and I'm just standing still in this deep and dark swamp all my life and can't move anywhere
(I stick at my sad past and I don't go and see what I could do, Idon't have future.... not like this)
but I can't move...
I just can't
I can't forgive what has happend to me
+ when I was about 15 I found out that my dad isn't my real dad
and that I'm just my mothers bid mistake
so why am I suffering in here
I'm a mistake
if you make mistake in drawing or in text what you write you wipe that mistake away...
why can't I be wiped away ??
my hopes for the future and my life and my happiness have already flewd away like a crow from the roof...
they have disappeared...
all I want to do is to become a crow and disappear...
always alone, forever alone
I think that those things I want (love and happines)
the only way that I get them is that someone wipes me away
then I can be happy... I don't need to me alone anyore
I can become a crow and fly away and fly to my happines what has flewd away already
that is the only way that I can catch in fly after it
but because I don't have wings I can't fly
I'm stuck there in the swamp
all I can do is suffer alone and wait that someone wipes this mistake away
Love: Pime
Thursday, April 7, 2011
again T.T
FUCKING EARTHQUAKES !!!
LEAVE JAPAN ALONE AND COME TO FINLAND AND KILL ME !!!
I’M WAITING FOR YOU !!!!
KEEP PRAYING FOR JAPAN !!! T.T
Love: Pime
LEAVE JAPAN ALONE AND COME TO FINLAND AND KILL ME !!!
I’M WAITING FOR YOU !!!!
KEEP PRAYING FOR JAPAN !!! T.T
Love: Pime
Finnish humans : what is wrong with you ??
HUMANS ARE SAFE !!
I got chewing gum xDDD (laughs)
and it seems that I’m scary~~
first:
I walk to the shop and the shopkeeper is at the door
so I walk there and say “hey, shop is open ? ^^ “
and I scared her and she yells “AAAA !!”
I’m almost start to laugh but ok… xDDD
she turns red and says “… yes it is….”
it was fun… xDDD poor woman…. sorry….
second:
I walk in to the shop and notice that one gramma stares to me her mouth open….
I’m like I didn’t see her and go to see what crappy chewing gums this shop has…
so this same gramma comes to me and asks: “what are you ?? “
(I have to say that I was suprised that she asked what I am)
so I’m like o_o “well, I’m demon of course ^^ let me just take there chewing gums and have nice day ^^ “
she just stood there her mouth open and I left~~
so~~ I has nice laughs at the way home xDDDD (laughs)
Love: Pime
I got chewing gum xDDD (laughs)
and it seems that I’m scary~~
first:
I walk to the shop and the shopkeeper is at the door
so I walk there and say “hey, shop is open ? ^^ “
and I scared her and she yells “AAAA !!”
I’m almost start to laugh but ok… xDDD
she turns red and says “… yes it is….”
it was fun… xDDD poor woman…. sorry….
second:
I walk in to the shop and notice that one gramma stares to me her mouth open….
I’m like I didn’t see her and go to see what crappy chewing gums this shop has…
so this same gramma comes to me and asks: “what are you ?? “
(I have to say that I was suprised that she asked what I am)
so I’m like o_o “well, I’m demon of course ^^ let me just take there chewing gums and have nice day ^^ “
she just stood there her mouth open and I left~~
so~~ I has nice laughs at the way home xDDDD (laughs)
Love: Pime
Wednesday, April 6, 2011
Sadie - COLD BLOOD
IAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHH
KFJNFHKJGHBJBGZSJFBDSJLGBHGG
COLD BLOOD WHY YOU ARE SO AMAZING !!!??
LOOSING MY WAY OF THE PROUD IS JUST SO … !!! AAAAAAAA
LKJFLKAJFNKLGJS
Love: Pime
KFJNFHKJGHBJBGZSJFBDSJLGBHGG
COLD BLOOD WHY YOU ARE SO AMAZING !!!??
LOOSING MY WAY OF THE PROUD IS JUST SO … !!! AAAAAAAA
LKJFLKAJFNKLGJS
Love: Pime
Sunday, April 3, 2011
Spring here in Finland ?! *feels the hope*
this looks promising !! : DDDD
but...
there is always that fucking but -.-
I hate it -.-
this looks horrible -.-
argh !!!
fuck you snow !!!
FUCK YOU !!!
I WANT MY SPRING !!!
AND SUMMER !!!
Love: Pime
argh !!!
fuck you snow !!!
FUCK YOU !!!
I WANT MY SPRING !!!
AND SUMMER !!!
Love: Pime
Saturday, April 2, 2011
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