FFFUUUUU~~

that moment when you wake up and decide to open the curtains and it's sunny outside,
"I'M FUCKING BLIND !!! DJGHJKGD"

but I can see the blue sky !!!
I can't remember when was the last time I saw the blue sky x_x
and sunny weather in winter means it's fucking cold outside... hmm...
-23C at the moment....
I love you too !! (╹◡╹)凸
and it was something like -30C at night -_-

sunny weather to me means also that I have a headache (╹◡╹)凸
I love this shit so much !!!

I don't...

I have stuff to post about last week, but guess what
I'm lazy to take pictures
hohohohohohoo
but I wasn't so lazy to take that pic in this post few minutes ago ??
.......

I don't understand myself (laughs)

maybe I will post about it later today (??)

P.S.
             stay warm !!

                                                 Love: Pime

lost

so… we had to take off those 2 microdermals… ;_;
but when the skin heals we’ll put them back ^^
(one will move it’s place because the skins movement didn’t let it heal, so it will come on my chest)
(and the one on my neck reacted like that because it was inflamed and pushed itself up)
but healing might take some time -_-
but I’m happy that I can get them back !!! *—*

                                                 Love: Pime

Hard decisions & insomnia

Hello~~
I didn’t sleep at all
I have no idea why I can't sleep these days ;_;
I'm fucking tired but I can't sleep
if I sleep, I sleep for 1-3 hours and wake up without getting back to sleep ;_;
I - want - to - sleep !!

and I decided that if there isn’t a way to save 2 of my microdermals, I’ll take off all 4 of them
they would look stupid without those 2….
so we’ll see is I’ll lose all of them today ;_;

                                                      Love: Pime

new look

maybe it's a bit boring...
but anyway !!
it's something

                                  Love: Pime

aaaahhh... still drawing~~

working on my drawing and well.... is doesn't look so good -_-
how long have I been drawing this ??
2-3 days...

I love that book and that pic so I want to try to draw it ^^
and yes, I'm lazy and draw on my bed (laughs)
don't worry, I have that lovely yellow drawing chassis under the drawing~~
oops... there's my hand in that pic (laughs)
and you can't see the drawing well yet x_x
it's just the start x_x
I hope it will turn out ok...

And another microdermal is growing out now ;_;
fuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu
2 of them have healed perfectly and are fine, but  2 of them aren't x_x

                                                                        Love: Pime

plaah plaah 490257

it seems that we're going to Screw's gig with a nice group of people ^^
can't wait~~

and I went to city centre today but of course Jani wasn't at work
dcjkfhjkdgsgsds

I don't have much to say again
but yeah....
same shit continues~~

dot

                                                                 Love: Pime

Shadow’s flower (I tried to translate it with my friend xDD )

♫♪ I go forward there

where the world

is dark and

inconsolable

in backyards where no one has

been playing in ages

I carry misery in my back,

a memory of you in my heart

and that memory drags

deeper into the shadows

if there wouldn’t be so dark night in here,

I guess I never could

remember your wonderfulness, Shadow’s flower

and if

days were too long and wide

between them I couldn’t experience the beauty of *dream

world kills everything beautiful

but I won’t give you to it

I keep you in secret

I baptized you as ‘Shadow’s flower’

A soldier can love

his queen forever

but I guess it will never go the other way round

if there wouldn’t be so dark night in here,

I guess I never could

remember your wonderfulness, Shadow’s flower

and if

days were too long and wide

between them I couldn’t experience the beauty of *dream♪♫

*(while sleeping)

Varjonkukka

Minä kuljen siellä
missä maailma
on pimeä ja
lohduton.

Takapihoilla, joissa kukaan ei
ole leikkinut aikoihin.
Surkeutta kannan selässäni,
sydämessäni muistoa sinusta
ja se muisto vetää
syvemmälle varjoihin.

Jos ei niin pimeä yö täällä ois,
en kai koskaan vois
muistaa ihanuuttasi Varjonkukka.
Ja jos
päivät olis liian pitkät ja leveät
ei niiden välissä
voisi kokea unen kauneutta.

Maailma tappaa kaiken kauniin,
mutta sinua en sille anna.
Pidän salassa sinut,
Varjonkukaksi kastoin.
Sotamies voi rakastaa
kuningatartaan ikuisesti
vaan koskaan ei kai käy päinvastoin.

Jos ei niin pimeä yö täällä ois,
en kai koskaan vois
muistaa ihanuuttasi Varjonkukka.
Ja jos
päivät olis liian pitkät ja leveät
ei niiden välissä
voisi kokea unen kauneutta.

Jos ei niin pimeä yö täällä ois,
en kai koskaan vois
muistaa ihanuuttasi Varjonkukka.
Ja jos
päivät olis liian pitkät ja leveät
ei niiden välissä
voisi kokea unen kauneutta.

just...

jdkhgsjghjsflghlsfhdgehtegthde
one of my microdermals hates me
I'm going to city centre tomorrow so I can show it to Jani
(sighs)
I don't want to lose it ;_;
I love all my piercings
dot

                                                  Love: Pime

baaaar

♫♪Careful what you’re feeling on the inside
You should try to remember,
the good times and the high life
Are you feeling alright?♪♫

------
so so so~~
I had fucking fun evening/night again
I came home few hours ago ^^

I found new drink I love !! xDD
it's called 'strawberry orgasm' (laughs)
I know the name is epic and everything, but it really is worth of its name !!
it's soooooo good~~
it's a bit like a strawberry milkshake with alcohol... or should I say it is a milkshake ??
I'm not sure...
after my sister ordered it, and actually bought it to me, I said "I have to tweet about this !!"
and Ville said " yeah tweet, 'I just got orgasm, my sister gave it to me' "
and I was like "EEEEEEEWWWWWWWW NOOO" (laughs)
gods... xDDD

and and and another funny thing was that one man from the table behind us was leaving with his friends and turned to us giving a untouched drink saying "we're leaving now and we got this one extra drink accidentally... it's completely untouched"
we took it and then he patted my back and said "hey don't be so serious all the time"
I laughed and he said "yes! be like that!"
who is he to tell me I'm serious all the time ???!!! (laughs) any way...

I had fucking much fun again xDD
thanks everyone !!!

                                                                              Love: Pime

lol nope

didn't I say that I'll try to be happier this year ??
I feel bad now right from the start...
I feel like there is nothing for me in this society
-_-
I can't find any job I would be good at or what I would like to do
and I don't want to study anything so high school and stuff like that are out !!
so I would have to find a good vocational school
but guess what...
I can't find anything

let me just crawl to the corner and die there

                                                               Love: Pime