#445

おはよう！♪(´ε｀ )

I just came from a walk with Jimi
yep, I'm up at 7am (laughs)
I need to "babysit" my father while mother is at work
But the truth is that I haven't slept at all over night
and I'm not even tired! AT ALL
I've been up for...16 hours now (not even much pffhh)

I took that pic while I was out with Jimi moment ago

The water is high this summer, I almost wasn't able to walk the path x_x

But it's awesome weather outside

So warm and everything is slowly turning green

But anyway~~

Father is recovering well ^^

He doesn't even need that much painkillers anymore

                                                                                Love: Pime

;_;

Father is recovering fast
He has been walking and got off from most "machine help"
He might get home soon ;_;
Maybe tomorrow or so~

                                                          Love: Pime

I woke up to a nightmare

I really hoped this was a bad dream which I can wake from,
but it seems it's not

Yesterday evening, my father was in car accident with a train
The sun shined to his eyes so he didn't see the train coming
and he has bad hearing so he didn't hear it either

He's in hospital and alive but he has broken ribs and nose, hip fractures and I'm not sure what else

My mother just left to the hospital again,
but I can't go there... I just can't

I don't know what to do

I still don't believe this

I don't understand

How

Why


I don't feel like talking to any of my family members and I must look horrible to their eyes,
I hope they don't think I don't care or something
I do care! a lot!
I just don't know what to do
or how to act...
My eyes are swollen and I drop everything, bump into walls
I’m still in fucking shock…

I still hope I'll wake up soon and this was just a horrible nightmare

And I really, really, really hope my father will get well and survive

                                                                   Love: Pime