Graveyard for Immortals...

lost

2012-01-19T14:04:00.000+02:00

so… we had to take off those 2 microdermals… ;_;
but when the skin heals we’ll put them back ^^
(one will move it’s place because the skins movement didn’t let it heal, so it will come on my chest)
(and the one on my neck reacted like that because it was inflamed and pushed itself up)
but healing might take some time -_-
but I’m happy that I can get them back !!! *—*

Love: Pime

Hard decisions & insomnia

2012-01-19T07:34:00.000+02:00

Hello~~
I didn’t sleep at all
I have no idea why I can't sleep these days ;_;
I'm fucking tired but I can't sleep
if I sleep, I sleep for 1-3 hours and wake up without getting back to sleep ;_;
I - want - to - sleep !!

and I decided that if there isn’t a way to save 2 of my microdermals, I’ll take off all 4 of them
they would look stupid without those 2….
so we’ll see is I’ll lose all of them today ;_;

Love: Pime

new look

2012-01-18T20:14:00.000+02:00

maybe it's a bit boring...
but anyway !!
it's something

Love: Pime

aaaahhh... still drawing~~

2012-01-18T18:37:00.000+02:00

working on my drawing and well.... is doesn't look so good -_-
how long have I been drawing this ??
2-3 days...

I love that book and that pic so I want to try to draw it ^^
and yes, I'm lazy and draw on my bed (laughs)
don't worry, I have that lovely yellow drawing chassis under the drawing~~
~~oops... there's my hand in that pic (laughs)~~
and you can't see the drawing well yet x_x
it's just the start x_x
I hope it will turn out ok...

And another microdermal is growing out now ;_;
fuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu
2 of them have healed perfectly and are fine, but 2 of them aren't x_x

Love: Pime

plaah plaah 490257

2012-01-17T16:19:00.000+02:00

it seems that we're going to Screw's gig with a nice group of people ^^
can't wait~~

and I went to city centre today but of course Jani wasn't at work
dcjkfhjkdgsgsds

I don't have much to say again
but yeah....
same shit continues~~

dot

Love: Pime

Shadow’s flower (I tried to translate it with my friend xDD )

2012-01-15T23:26:00.004+02:00

♫♪ I go forward there

where the world

is dark and

inconsolable

in backyards where no one has

been playing in ages

I carry misery in my back,

a memory of you in my heart

and that memory drags

deeper into the shadows

if there wouldn’t be so dark night in here,

I guess I never could

remember your wonderfulness, Shadow’s flower

and if

days were too long and wide

between them I couldn’t experience the beauty of *dream

world kills everything beautiful

but I won’t give you to it

I keep you in secret

I baptized you as ‘Shadow’s flower’

A soldier can love

his queen forever

but I guess it will never go the other way round

if there wouldn’t be so dark night in here,

I guess I never could

remember your wonderfulness, Shadow’s flower

and if

days were too long and wide

between them I couldn’t experience the beauty of *dream♪♫

*(while sleeping)

Varjonkukka

2012-01-15T22:46:00.002+02:00

Minä kuljen siellä
missä maailma
on pimeä ja
lohduton.

Takapihoilla, joissa kukaan ei
ole leikkinut aikoihin.
Surkeutta kannan selässäni,
sydämessäni muistoa sinusta
ja se muisto vetää
syvemmälle varjoihin.

Jos ei niin pimeä yö täällä ois,
en kai koskaan vois
muistaa ihanuuttasi Varjonkukka.
Ja jos
päivät olis liian pitkät ja leveät
ei niiden välissä
voisi kokea unen kauneutta.

Maailma tappaa kaiken kauniin,
mutta sinua en sille anna.
Pidän salassa sinut,
Varjonkukaksi kastoin.
Sotamies voi rakastaa
kuningatartaan ikuisesti
vaan koskaan ei kai käy päinvastoin.

Jos ei niin pimeä yö täällä ois,
en kai koskaan vois
muistaa ihanuuttasi Varjonkukka.
Ja jos
päivät olis liian pitkät ja leveät
ei niiden välissä
voisi kokea unen kauneutta.

Jos ei niin pimeä yö täällä ois,
en kai koskaan vois
muistaa ihanuuttasi Varjonkukka.
Ja jos
päivät olis liian pitkät ja leveät
ei niiden välissä
voisi kokea unen kauneutta.

just...

2012-01-11T20:41:00.001+02:00

jdkhgsjghjsflghlsfhdgehtegthde
one of my microdermals hates me
I'm going to city centre tomorrow so I can show it to Jani
(sighs)
I don't want to lose it ;_;
I love all my piercings
dot

Love: Pime

baaaar

2012-01-06T02:21:00.000+02:00

♫♪Careful what you’re feeling on the inside
You should try to remember,
the good times and the high life
Are you feeling alright?♪♫

------
so so so~~
I had fucking fun evening/night again
I came home few hours ago ^^

I found new drink I love !! xDD
it's called 'strawberry orgasm' (laughs)
I know the name is epic and everything, but it really is worth of its name !!
it's soooooo good~~
it's a bit like a strawberry milkshake with alcohol... or should I say it is a milkshake ??
I'm not sure...
after my sister ordered it, and actually bought it to me, I said "I have to tweet about this !!"
and Ville said " yeah tweet, 'I just got orgasm, my sister gave it to me' "
and I was like "EEEEEEEWWWWWWWW NOOO" (laughs)
gods... xDDD

and and and another funny thing was that one man from the table behind us was leaving with his friends and turned to us giving a untouched drink saying "we're leaving now and we got this one extra drink accidentally... it's completely untouched"
we took it and then he patted my back and said "hey don't be so serious all the time"
I laughed and he said "yes! be like that!"
who is he to tell me I'm serious all the time ???!!! (laughs) any way...

I had fucking much fun again xDD
thanks everyone !!!

Love: Pime

lol nope

2012-01-03T17:56:00.000+02:00

didn't I say that I'll try to be happier this year ??
I feel bad now right from the start...
I feel like there is nothing for me in this society
-_-
I can't find any job I would be good at or what I would like to do
and I don't want to study anything so high school and stuff like that are out !!
so I would have to find a good vocational school
but guess what...
I can't find anything

let me just crawl to the corner and die there

Love: Pime

2011-12-24T11:43:00.002+02:00

メリークリスマス！！

Love: Pime

finally decided to make post of my b-day

2011-12-17T20:18:00.000+02:00

~~the pics are from the bar because I was / I am too lazy to take pictures of anything else~~

so my b-day was on 5.12.(laughs)
and I turned 18 ^^

sooo~~ at the morning the first thing I did was puting my music play on the living room
I was lucky to enjoy my morning alone at home *---*
I hope my neighbours liked my music >xDD

and then I dyed my hair violet for the last time now~~
and when I was dyeing my hair my father came to eat at home and he gave me roses ^^

later we finished my cake and people came to have some coffee and cake~~
for presents I got: jewelery, bed sheets and candy
I didn't ask for much because I know I'm hard person to get presents to xDD
but from all the presents, I liked the most the one I got from Germany, from Vika *--*
baby I love you !!
I will post pictures of it when I don't feel this god damn lazy x_x

so then we continued our way to a bar~~

first we went to "Fever"
the bartender sang to me (laughs) but he was epic man !!!
and Wellu bought me this drink~~

I have no idea what it was, but it was fucking good *--*
was it mango or ??
I think so xDD

then I also got apple cider with it ^^

sooo~~ later I went to buy something with Påke~~

and we got smirnoff ice *--*
om nom nom~~ I like it

and then more xDD
Wellu and I went to get something sweet, not too much alcohol tasting, blueberrish, vanilia drink and the bartender made awesome tasting drinks for us *--*

he was like:
"ohh... this tastes good~~ I wonder how I made this... this could be added to the constant list"
he was so epic xDD

and here is my company~~
from left to right: Kati, Wellu, Ville next pic: Påke, Esa and Mika

after that we decided to go to another place
"Palaveri"
there the first think I got was black currant beer

usually I don't like the taste of beer, but this was fucking good !! ^^

oihh~~ and there was few good looking asian guys~~
but they were too old for me (laughs)
and people were singing Karaoke fucking loud x_x

and the last thing I got was strawberry cider~~

good as always~~ *--*

we tried to get to sing karaoke but our time never came and so we left when others started to get tired already
to tell the truth~~ I was still full of energy and I wasn't even drunk !!! (laughs)
and I'm fucking happy that I wasn't drunk !! ^^
I like to remember everyhting and feel good
I have never really even been drunk
and I kinda home I will never be drunk

before we left home, we went to grill to get food
I got tuna fish french fries and the were good~~

when I got home I ate the food and opened my laptop xDD

but I had fucking fun day and night !!!
it was the best birthday ever ^^
thank you everyone !!!

Love: Pime

22~~

2011-12-16T19:29:00.000+02:00

so today I was at city centre with Ellu
we were doing some christmas present shopping ^^

I also went to get my 22nd piercing

it's fucking swollen xDD
and has been bleeding
but I like it ^^

I also got ao-ex mangas~~

so now I have something to read before going to sleep

and we went to Alko (laughs)
~~Alko is alcohol shop~~
all because I have been craving for smirnoff ice
and I got 4 pack of it *--*

so yeah
see you again some day

Love: Pime

happy birthday to me !!

2011-12-05T15:37:00.000+02:00

yey yey
I'll post all the interesting stuff tomorrow ok ??
too busy today ^^

thank you for all the congratulations I've got so far~~ !!

Love: Pime

~~

2011-12-04T15:42:00.001+02:00

cleaning,
washing laundry,
baking,
明日は私の誕生日です！！
so yeah xDD
tomorrow is my birthday if you can't read that

tomorrow will be soooo long day !!!

Love: Pime

my advent calendar's first door~~

2011-12-01T10:00:00.000+02:00

ok !!
here we go !!!

hmm~~

what is it~~ ??

MINI GAY BEARS !!!

(laughs) don't ask...
they are gay bears (homo-nalleja)
my whole family calls them gay bears DD:
I don't even know why xDD

om nom nom
so good ^^

I hope december will be good to all of you !!!

Love: Pime

December starts tomorrow

2011-11-30T14:39:00.000+02:00

so tomorrow is time to open the first advent calendar's door !!!

and because I can't stand chocolate,

I have Haribo's calendar ^^

it doesn't have chocolate in it~~

and my b-day gets closer and closer
where are all my 'happy birthday" cards from relatives ??

ok ok no~~ (laughs)

I need to go to the city centre tomorrow

Love: Pime

today~~

2011-11-25T16:28:00.000+02:00

today I woke up into empty house
my parents were at my family house helping my big uncle
but it was nice ^^
I love being home alone
I can enjoy my breakfast and listen to music at livingroom

and I got Vika's package !!!
but I won't open it yet xDD
it's my b-day present so I need to wait to my b-day~~

and Vika said I should finish my Genki drawing
but look at it !!!
it's horrible -_-

and I like that pic so I want to draw it
what ever you say~~

I also have to bake 2 cakes today~~
we'll have early christmas party on saturday

Love: Pime

ohhh !! +

2011-11-24T16:00:00.000+02:00

11 days to my 18th birthday
ಠ_ಠ

Love: Pime

sorry !!! I have been lazy again, but here you go:

2011-11-24T15:51:00.000+02:00

so I got my 5th lip piercing last friday
ignore dry lips, I hate winter -_-

and we already got snow -_-

but now it has been a bit warmer weather and it's raining water so it all has melted away now
MWAHAHAHAA !!
yes !!!
I hate snow and ice so... xDD

and yesterday I got new boots ^^
my mother keeps complaining me that I don't have enough shoes so I had to get them~~
and I like them (laughs)

and what else...
all my piercings are doing fine, but my lowest microdermal is a bit red and stuff but it's still normal at this point~~
but I clean and taped it again so it should be fine soon

and my right side neck microdermal is a bit red also but not as bad as that lowest one
I think I'll tape it also...

hmm... do I have something else to say...
I sent my packages to Greek, Germany and Lithuania yesterday ^^
I hope they will find their right owners ^^

nothing else I guess...

Love: Pime

tomorrow is a day.... what is in tomorrow... (don't ask)

2011-11-17T19:19:00.000+02:00

Tomorrow will be my last day at work~~
but then I'll have 3 days that "school" again
and I'll go to city centre tomorrow before work
(that means I'll be dead tomorrow x_x I need to wake up early to go there and then my work starts at 4 pm and ends 10 pm x_x)
I'll buy christmas presents and stuff ^^

today morning my old teacher called me o_o
she wants to meet~~
so I'll go to see her next week's wednesday

The christmas opening is on sunday
should I go ??

Love: Pime

plaah plaah something:

2011-11-16T22:51:00.000+02:00

and I'm sooooo sure everyone is interested to read this shit
anyway~~

I'm having problems to decide next hair colour(s) x_x
I kinda would like to have violet/pink
but my hair is still too dark for pink, after black hair -_-
that fucking black doesn't want to go away (laughs)

another funny thing is that I kinda would like to have black hair again (laughs)
that's all thanks to Naru !!!

I think I don't have anything else to say at the moment
...
no... can't remember anything~~

but yeah

bye

Love: Pime

11/11/11

2011-11-11T21:54:00.002+02:00

just saying

Love: Pime

20 piercings and stuff

2011-10-28T12:30:00.000+03:00

so some other stuff first:

on tuesday I was at another community center
and I saw this on the wall:

I was like: "OMDGS !!! someone in here listens to Vivid"
some how I find it funny.... but anyway...

then at "my" community center there was this on the paper:

jdhfsjkfdhnjsdkfnjskdfsm
nooooo xDDD
(laughs)

and then,
I just came from city centre and I got 4 microdermals

I have to keep them sealed for 2-3 days
the tape should push them down so they won't come out while they heal
but they look nice when I saw them !!!
I like a lot (laughs)
getting them didn't even hurt and I didn't bleed o_o
Jani was like:
"you have hight pain tolerance o_o"
well... I don't know.... it seems like it (laughs)

nothing much again....

Love: Pime

I had nice day !!

2011-10-06T18:33:00.000+03:00

it was my first work day at Rantakylä's community center

(is that the right word for it ?? o_o)

so I had to make food for people and I didn’t fail !!!

everyone liked it and it was all gone pretty soon ^^

so today we only had people from age 8-12

but tomorrow all the older people will come !!! (age 12-19)

I’m so fucking nervous !!!

I’m so sure they all will hate me !!

today people were interested in me and they seemed to like me : DDD

we played ping-pong, billiards, table football and lots or other games *—*

and we made jewelery

that's mine (laughs)

but tomorrow will be a long day~~
ok 6 hours like today but from 4 pm to 10 pm….

Love: Pime

nothing much...

2011-09-25T17:35:00.000+03:00

nothing much have been going on now...
but as you can see I dyed my hair violet
I have missed this !!
~~+ wearing glasses today~~
forever gonna have violet hair (laughs)
oh and I got my 4th lip piercing few days ago
and I really want to get my 5th already (laughs)

but I'm confused because of the work...
will I go to work at the theatre or not !!!???
fuckers tell me !!!!
*sigh*

but yeah....

71 days to my 18th b-day...
party hard at bars on that day (laughs)

Love: Pime

jkdfhshdj HELP

2011-09-21T18:35:00.000+03:00

so really, we went to get new shoes for me
and I got these:

my old ones decided to say "no, we won't close" zipper broke -_-
but but but I will fix my fav shoes ;_;
I will !!!

but but but but when we got to the food shop,
I screamed...
everyone looked at me but but but I saw this:

at that point I didn't scream, the scream came when I saw something in this magazine

there was this article about DIR EN GREY's gig

ARTICLE ABOUT VIVID !!!

AND THEN THE THING THAT MADE ME SCREAM !!!

AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA
YEAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHH

my mother said she wants to read this
WELL OK !!!!

(sorry...bad pics -_-)

yes... useless post....
BUT I HAD TO !!
I was surprised o_o

Love: Pime

Aki is just epic xDDD

2011-09-21T15:34:00.002+03:00

Aki is just epic

Aki is epic

epic

Aki is just epic nun !!!

(laughs)

I can't....
xDDDDD

Love: Pime

blaah blaah and yeah blaah

2011-09-20T16:44:00.000+03:00

oh yeah !!
I'll bet my first half of my first wage on the day after tomorrow !!!
yey yey !!!

and I feel a bit sick today -_-
I feel cold and I'm tired...
but I can't be sick again !!!

Love: Pime

arghhh -_-

2011-09-19T19:47:00.000+03:00

this was what I saw when I went out at morning
it was cold
wet
and I didn't see much (laughs)

but this is when I was going to my japanese lesson
and it was hot (laughs)

and I'm tired -_-
I slept only 3 hours last night....

and and and everything and everyone annoy me right now !!!!
FUCK THIS SHIT !!!

Love: Pime

fun fun fun

2011-09-15T17:13:00.000+03:00

so I went for a coffee with Ellu today after work ^^
and we had so much fun (laughs)

chocolate cappuccino *Q*
one of my new favs !!!

and the funny thing is that we went for another place what is right next to that fists one xDD
why ??
I have no idea xDD
and there we had ...

... white chocolate latte
another new fav *--*

and yeahhh....
I also took green apple ice drink and 3rd place xDDD
(laughs)
don't ask....

but it was good !!!

and and and and Sadie's This is Halloween is awesome !!!
I love it *--*

+ I changed my navel piercing ^^
I put that violet one , do you remember it ???
maybe you do, maybe you don't....

Love: Pime

seriously...

2011-09-08T07:47:00.000+03:00

if I won’t be able to sing or eat soon
I’ll say good bye and never come back, to my tongue piercings
this is just…
*sigh*
I love singing so much that I don’t want to stop it because of 3 piercings I really want

just wanted to say this...

I'm so tired

and I feel like shit today

Love: Pime

17 !! soon 18 !! (like my age xDD )

2011-09-06T17:37:00.000+03:00

but I'm not talking about my age now xDDD
I'm talking about my piercings !!
2 new !!
here they are :

having 2 tongue piercings is fun xDD …
but these jewelers are so long >.<
well… we’ll change them later when the swelling goes down…

and I’ll get 3rd later : DDD

Jani wanted to take a pic and but it in their website xDD
and he’ll take another one when we put the 3rd

so I have 17 piercings now xDD

but I love them *--*
and it didn't hurt at all !!!
AT ALL !!

Love: Pime

so I had fucking nice day today !! :DD

2011-09-05T19:22:00.002+03:00

“work” was fun….
we were doing this cut & paste work and they asked me to play music what I liked,
so I was like “ohhh, you won’t like it”
and they were like “WE WANT !!”
so I playes Sadie’s dress to them…
they were like “what is this band??” “were are they from”
and I think they liked it !! : DD
and before that they asked me to sing to them xDD
I was like “ok maybe now now xDDDDD”
and our “teacher” said “maybe we should have karaoke friday”
xDDD
I love these people : DDD

and Japanese lesson was nice !!
our teacher called me cool
*’-‘*
kdjlkmdkldmlsmklö

awesome day !!!
REALLY !!!

Love: Pime

oh my demon gods !! I like it !!

2011-09-01T14:25:00.000+03:00

so yes....
I had my first job-training course day today
and what can I say
I LOVE IT !!!
it's fun and it feels like you're home : DDD

the whole building is like a home
own kitchen with table were we can eat together,
our "class room" doesn't have uncomfortable wooden school chairs and stuff...
WE HAVE FUCKING NICE SOFAS AND ARMCHAIRS !!!
it's like a home ;_;

and what we do ??
sit and talk, fill few paper and do stuff together (laughs)
and we actually get money from that !!

and on fridays we have movie and fun time days : DDD
we might go fishing or bowling and stuff !!

and tomorrow is free day...
my "teachers" have a school day themselfs so they can't be there...

but all this will end on 23.9.
then I'll get a real job
and work there 2 months ^^

but I like this !!
I really do ^^

I'm so happy now

Love: Pime

my last free day

2011-08-31T14:53:00.000+03:00

today morning was the last morning I was able to sleep long
today is my last day I'll spent online
my job-training course starts tomorrow at 9 am
so yeah... I might not be online so often (laughs)
but I'll be back home at 16.oo (4pm)
so then I'll be online (laughs)

but then next monday my japanese course 2 starts
so I might not be online on mondays....
but if I am I'll come online 18.oo (6pm)

I'll miss this shit

but in the other hand, I want to do something else than sit in front of the computer all the time
I do want a job
and my own money

but I love you all~~ ^^

Love: Pime

yeah...

2011-08-29T16:06:00.002+03:00

yeaahhhhh
new look is new...
(laughs)
~~and crappy... I know you don't like it T_T~~

Love: Pime

ok yeah.... nothing interesting...

2011-08-29T15:02:00.000+03:00

unnffff ... I just... unfff....
I must be the only one who is lagging ando's BLAZE PV
OTL
but fuuuuuuuuuuuu~~
I love it !!! can't wait !!

and I'm lazy to put GP on my laptop OTL

and I want candy

....

I said it was nothing interesting !!!

Love: Pime

Don't go

2011-08-27T14:41:00.000+03:00

Take my hand and never let go,
the hand of a demon,
who wants to take you home,
safe place in my heart,
were you will be with me

I will never let go,
so please do the same,
you will be mine,
forever

In my cold, small heart,
full of darkness,
but there is light,
there is you

Now take my hand and stay here,
don’t close your eyes forever and leave,
this world is bad place to be,
but I need you near me

There is always place for you to be,
but now please,
stay here with me

Love: Pime

and I got my CDs !!

2011-08-24T19:23:00.000+03:00

lynch. - the buried
and
Alice nine. - vandalize
*---*

Love: Pime

Dir en grey's gig and stuff...

2011-08-24T17:27:00.000+03:00

so yess....
the gig was AWESOME !!! *--*
we got pretty good places also ^^

~~but -OZ- was much better~~

but because I'm so fucking lazy (and a bit annoyed at the moment, parents -_- ) I won't write everything ....
all the important stuff...
sorry...

the first thing what I thought when they came to the stage was:
"fuck.... they are real !!!! *Q*"
and Kyo is hot
I have to say (laughs)

~~they all were/are kinda hot...~~

Kaoru was staring at me time to time ... I was like "aaaaaaa"
and he also smiled to me ^^
and Toshiya also smiled to me !!
YEY !!
Toshiya seemed to have fun (laughs)
but I know I did !!

Setlist:
(I have to say that I can't remember did it go like this... there seems to be many different ones, but I took this...but it was something like this hahahaa... I just copied from one site xDD and I'm too lazy to correct them...)

(KYOUKOTSU NO NARI )
1. HAGESHISA TO, KONO MUNE NO NAKA DE KARAMITSUITA SHAKUNETSU NO YAM
2. OBSCURE
3. LOTUS
4. RED SOIL
5. Agitated Screams of Maggots
6. DIFFERENT SENSE
7. DECAYED CROW
8. "YOKUSOU NI DREAMBOX" ARUIWA SEIJUKU NO RINEN TO TSUMETAI AME
9. -karasu-
10. TSUMI TO BATSU
11. HYDRA -666-
12. AMON
13. REIKETSU NARISEBA
14. -ZAN-
Encore:
15. ZAKURO
16. -Saku-
17. RASETSUKOKU

IT WAS AWESOME !!!
*Q*

I did like it !!!!
yes yes yes !!!

and I got Kaoru's pick ^^

(Slayed by the gou't)
??

(DIR EN GREY
薫)

and then I got their gig hoodie ^^
happy happy !!

and of course I bought new magazines !!!
xDD

yesssssssss.....

and I had very "UNFFF" dream last night .....
(even if I slept only about 4 hours )
I was babysitting someones baby with Screw's Jin
and then he was like " you know I love you, right??"
and I was like "y-y-yes"
then he kissed me and we end up to have sex....
he also sucked my neck so hard he left a mark there,
and then everyone was asking what the hell do I have in my neck
mmmm... like.... what the hell.... xDDD
well actually I wouldn't mind at all !!! >xPPP
I DO LOVE HIM !! DDD:

me and my dreams ... xDD
(laughs)

but yeah....
I hope I didn't forget anything....

Love: Pime

DIR EN GREY HERE I COME !!

2011-08-23T05:09:00.000+03:00

so yes...
it's 5.10 am
ans I'm getting ready to go...

I'll be back 24.8. evening/day ??
I really don't know
I'll try to come online that day ^^

I think I'll be tweeting if my phone lets me...
so ... check it out time to time ; )

I'll leave this place to you know...
BYE !!!

Love: Pime

I'll try to come here in the morning

2011-08-22T21:22:00.000+03:00

but if I don't...
I'll come back after a day or two..
dunno...
but yeah... ^^
night !!
DIR EN GREY HERE I COME !!

Love: Pime

didn't I say that this day will be like hell ?

2011-08-22T12:53:00.000+03:00

I don't know what to pack,
my head aches,
my parents annoy me,
all my nails are breaking,
I feel like I could sleep 100 years...
+ it will rain tomorrow in Helsinki
and I don't even own any kind or rain jacket
or even a normal jacket
so I'll get fucking wet
I fucking love this...
and then I'll be sick....

OH PLEASE !! DON'T RAIN !!
OK !!??

~~sorry that I'm complaining~~

Love: Pime

15

2011-08-11T18:49:00.000+03:00

my new baby *--*
that makes it 15 piercings >xDD
~~ignore everything else -.-~~

but yeah...
I had fucking fun (laughs)
like always >xDD

random pics ... (laughs)
and fucking Ellu wants to come to every pic '!!!! >xDD
but it's ok xDD

and once again we went to eat salad:

HOHOHOHOOO !!
you wanted to be in my pictures so here you do then !!! xDD
eattttt !!!!!

ohhh and now I love my iPhone *--*
so much *--*
it looks nice... so nice... I love thunder and lightning so xDD

and what did I get....

book about vampires
I have other books for that collection so I had to get it !!!
and DIR EN GREY's DUM SPIRO SPERO album !!! *Q*
deluxe edition !!! *Q*
finding that made be sooooooooooo fucking happy !!!
yesss yesss happy demon ....

and then I got snake earrings and snake ring ^^
yes... I love snakes also xDDD

I had fun ^^

~~+ TYÖKKÄRIN TYYPPI OLI TÖRKEE MULLE !!! T_T~~

Love: Pime

fuck you DNA !!

2011-08-07T15:30:00.000+03:00

nothing big has been going on in my life....

but yes so my cell phone broke and I got new on friday
white iPhone 4
and DNA had problems
and my phone doesn't work, at all... -_-
noone can call me or I can't call anyone
I don't get messages and I can't send messages
and DNA just says "yes, we are having problems with these new changes, you aren't the only one. we try to fix it as soon as possible"
OOHH SUCK MY .... DICK
let's imagine I have one xDD (laughs)

(laughs) random "I'm bored and tired" pic xDD

and I need to go to city centre next week (starts tomorrow)

and ffffuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu~~ !!
DIR EN GREY'S GIG IS SOON !!!
and I have to go alone -_-
but it's ok.... no one want's to rape a demon like me (laughs) xDD
wait what ?? xDD

Love: Pime

Kitee zoo

2011-07-25T22:48:00.000+03:00

he was so fucking beautiful !! *Q*

I love snakes
so you know, I fall in love with these 2 vipers !!!
*Q*
I want one !! (laughs)

HE IS SO FUCKING BEAUTIFUL !!!
*Q*
I CAN'T EVEN.... !!!! AHH~~

he wasn't part of the zoo
but he was in there (laughs)
poor guy.... he is so lost xDD

sorry, bad pic T_T
I hope you see something !!

these guys were gorgeous !!

raccoon dog, they are cute ^^
but this guy was sleeping ... : /

find 2 owls >xDD

he was huge !!!
I didn't remember they are so huge !!! : ooo
but he was cute (laughs)

emu
bad pic T_T

I want one !!! xDD
(laughs)

fluffy chickens !!!
I was like: o_o wait.... what are you ??!!
(laughs)

donkey and reindeer

fucking lazy lynx !!!
he was just lying there !!! >.<
but it was hot so.....
poor guy...

lynx is cool animal.... I like...

swan, Finland's national bird....

fox !!!!

and next guy...
I fell in love with him also !! *Q*
he was cute
trying to hide his jummy, raw, bloody food - ---D:
(laughs)

he's silver fox
beautiful right ?? *Q*
I like !!!

SO !!
we didn't get pics of all the animals T.T
it was so hot that they were hiding
and some of them were too fast and/or too far : /

but it was fucking fun !!!

and what did I get ??

Ossi Oukki Doukki !!!
xDD (laughs)

he is one fucking badass flying squirrel xDD (laughs)
he even knows hot to drive a car !!!

and then I got:

yes, Ossi got part of his name from the candy I bought
(laughs)

but it was fun trip !!! ^^

Love: Pime

Turku here I come !!

2011-07-14T05:33:00.000+03:00

it's 5.33 am
and I'm getting ready and packing my last things...
I'm leaving this place for few days...

will I miss my home ??
I don't know....
but I will miss my demon familiar, Jimi ;_; <333
*sigh*
can I take him with me ?? xDD (laughs)
no

but my train leaves 7.00 am and is in Pieksämäki at 09.09 am

and there I will change my train what will leave from Pieksämäki 09.24 am
and I'll be at Turku at 13.55 pm !!

and I'll come back on monday 18.7.
train leaves at 10.05 am and is in Pieksämäki at 14.34 pm
and I'll be back in Joensuu at 17.02 pm ^^

but yeah...
bye bye !!!

Love: Pime

how many times have I been in city centre, already ?? (laughs)

2011-07-13T13:06:00.000+03:00

so yesterday I was in city centre
~~again~~
with ellu ^^
and I bought new lip piercing jewelery, so in the evening I changed my lip piercings
and now my lip looks like this:

tchahahaa xPP
fail xDD
and then I bought 2 nice navel piercing jewelery *--*

and I didn't even have to pay so much of them when I took both *--*
that shop owner was so nice man ^^

oh oh oh and I even got new shoes xDD
(laughs)

but as you can see...
they aren't so much my type.... ~~they aren't black~~
but they are nice *--*

and now, today
I'm packing and panicing and running around the house
I'm leaving to Turku tomorrow !!!
puuuuuhhh.... I'm so nervous !!!

Love: Pime

Happy birthday Ray...!!

2011-07-10T04:07:00.000+03:00

Happy birthday Ray...!!! <3 <3 <3 <3 ^^
10.7.2011...!!

Love: Pime

from city centre this time:

2011-07-07T15:19:00.001+03:00

new spiral piercing to my lip ^^
I have been looking for one like this for a long time... and finally they had these !!
I hope it fits... it looks kinda small....
and the shop owner loved my Aki chain in my lip (laughs)

Ponyo !!
it was on sale so I had to buy it
and anyways I love Hayao Miyazaki's movies so it's very nice to own some of them ..heh...

AND FUCK !!!
I didn't find black graffiti nail top -.- I had to take brown....
and my old mascara is dead so now I have new one

and well these aren't from city centre (laughs)
my father brought them for me from our summer cottage neighbours *Q*
om nom nom *--*

and then I bought 6 bras
(laughs)
xDD

well now my mother can't complain that I don't have enough of them !!!

Love: Pime

title .... hmmm... can I pass this one ?? ....

2011-07-04T19:04:00.001+03:00

oh yeah....
I got my train tickets to Turku *--*
to my baby !!! <33

but yeah, what's going in my life ??
hmm... nothing... at all....
I have no idea what job I would want to go to >.<
and now my human parents are saying I should get my driver's license and a car first
because then I can go to job a bit farther away....

but aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhh !!!
what should I do !!!!??
I'm fucking stressed because I want a job but I don't know what !!!!
it's so fucking boring just to sit at home in front of the computer all days !!!
but of course it is fun to talk to all of you wonderful people !!
but I want a job ....

Love: Pime

Happy birthday Ryoga...!!

2011-07-03T20:00:00.000+03:00

Happy birthday Ryoga...!!! <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 ^^
3.7.2011...!!

Love: Pime

hmmmh... xDD

2011-06-28T19:54:00.000+03:00

Here is my new hair :
ok yes… it’s not caramel…
it has 3 different brown in it xDDD
my black didn’t want to bleach… almost at all -.-
and I don’t have pink in it… yet… but I think I can’t get it there…
it’s not bleach enough… it should be there where you can see white but there isn’t much of it…
and my “mother” doesn’t let me put it
“it looks so nice like that !!! don’t mess it with pink !!! can I have your hair??!! I want it !! I love it”
…no you can’ have it !!! my hair !!!

I really don't recognize myself anymore xDD
but I still kinda like my new hair : DDD
what ever you think, I like it....

+ if someone says I look tired
I know....
-.-
I haven't slept well in 3 nights -.-

and and and I want/need more lollipops !!! T.T
I only have 3 left !!! T.T

and fuck this shit !!
I hate mosquitos !! >.<
I have their bites all over my legs and arms !!! >.<

I forgo what else I was going to say....
o_o
well... what ever xDD

Love: Pime

kldjfsklfjkjajghajkhk ... I ... oh... namm...

2011-06-26T04:49:00.000+03:00

-OZ- new look
I - can't - stop - drooling - at - this - pic
- ---D:

Love: Pime

Happy birthday Saga...!!

2011-06-24T03:04:00.000+03:00

Happy birthday Saga...!!! <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 ^^
24.6.2011...!!

Love: Pime

"feel the pain, baby"

2011-06-22T21:02:00.000+03:00

so I was in city centre today with Ellu~~
and well yeah, it was fun xDD
I'll tell about it after there pics:

nice earrings I bought ^^
and here are my new piercing jewelery for my ear (4) and lip (1)

but I have problem....
witch lip piercing I should put that ring to ??
I have one ring in my right side already but now I can't decide: left or right from my left side of my lip !!??

and here !!! *happy happy* :

finally I found something nice from this crappy, small town !!!
I only found this one, but the shop owner said that they might get more *--*
I hope they do : DD

and here is something I got from Ellu ^^
she was in London and bought this for me *--*

thanks Ellu !!!
I like it !!!

so now, some funny parts of the day:
first our little "dontokoi" looks like this at the moment:
Ellu 2 || Pime 1
fucker ate her meal at Dolly faster than me !!!
and then we got a tie when we ate strawberries so we both got one point xDDD
I will win next time !!! >xDD
(laughs)

and it started raining in the half way our time at city centre !!
we were running from place to place....
...our stomachs full ... >.<
that feeling was horrible !!!

and then xDD
we were at shopping center called "iso myy"
there was this one announcement what said "--- where you want, what you want"
so I automatically said "in bedroom, I want Aki"
and then Ellu said it doesn't necessarily need to happen in bedroom....
me "oh yeah, sofa"
Ellu "or kitchen table"
me "OH YEAH !! kitchen table... mm..."
me "or against the wall.. mm..."
Ellu "wc"
me "(laughs) yes, wc it is"
Ellu "how about woodshed"
OMG !! we both laughed and I said "ohhhh~~ that would hurt !!!"
and the I added "feel the pain, baby"
and Ellu lolled at me !!! xDDD
it wasn't that funny !! xDD (laughs)

but yeah !!

and and and that talking hamster toy !! OMG !! NOOO !!!
I WANT ONE !! xDD (laughs)

Love: Pime

something shit for you guys....

2011-06-22T11:08:00.000+03:00

yesterday was nice day !! *Q*
it was thundering almost all the time !!!
but first thunders were fucking boring -.-
but the last one for the day was the best !!
I saw amazing lightning and I got wet xDD
it was pouring rain like... wow... it was cool...
and then after that there was that rainbow ^^

but me and my friend should go to city centre today but she isn't in msn yet...
so I think she is sleeping (laughs) xDDD
= that could mean that we aren't going xDD

and my hair is going to change it's colours next week !!
hohhohohohoo---
I'm going to look so stupid with light coloured hair....
(laughs)

Love: Pime

Happy birthday Kaede...!!

2011-06-22T10:56:00.000+03:00

Happy birthday Kaede...!!! <3 <3 <3 <3^^
22.6.2011...!!

Love: Pime

Happy birthday Schwarz...!!

2011-06-19T23:40:00.000+03:00

Happy birthday Schwarz...!!! <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 ^^
19.6.2011...!!

Love: Pime

Finally !!

2011-06-12T15:23:00.000+03:00

I got my this summers first thunder !!!
I have been waiting for it -.-

but yeah, I woke up at 5 am when I heard the first rumbling of thunder
I was like:
"oh my fucking .... finally !!!"
I opened the window and the whole sky was covered with black clouds
it was beautiful *--*
but soon I fall asleep happy about the thunder outside...
this is why I hate night thunders... I'm so tired that I'm not interested to watch the lighting show outside T.T
but them about at 8.30 am I woke up because my whole room turns white and then I hear fucking loud bang !!
a lightning struck into our neighbor's yard...
it was so cool !!
so loud that my ears locked
I have never heared something like that in my life !!!
I have been in Laatoka's thunders and in super-cell thunderstorms but this was new !!!
it was so cool ...

I WANT MORE !!!

Love: Pime

Happy birthday Kifumi...!!

2011-06-12T15:01:00.000+03:00

Happy birthday Kifumi...!!! <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 ^^
12.6.2011...!!

Love: Pime

Happy birthday Mao...!!

2011-06-07T00:40:00.000+03:00

Happy birthday Mao...!!! <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 ^^
7.6.2011...!!

Love: Pime

Happy birthday Reno...!!

2011-06-04T10:59:00.000+03:00

Happy birthday Reno...!!! <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 ^^
4.6.2011...!!

Love: Pime

heh heh ...

2011-05-29T18:24:00.000+03:00

oh I want my own mini Rin xDD
(laughs)

Love: Pime

Happy birthday Reita...!!

2011-05-27T01:21:00.000+03:00

Happy birthday Reita...!!! <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 ^^
27.5.2011...!!

Love: Pime

please !! give me thunder !!

2011-05-26T13:05:00.000+03:00

ooohhh !!! thunder !!!
I have been waiting you for so long !!!

there is some nice clouds outside...
and it did rain hails once already, today
so please !!!
come, come, here, here !!!

even if I will be home alone over night ....
I can take you <333
come baby !!
come to me !!!

Love: Pime

Happy birthday K...!!

2011-05-26T12:04:00.000+03:00

Happy birthday K...!!! <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 ^^
26.5.2011...!!

Love: Pime

Amsu drawing xDD

2011-05-25T14:50:00.000+03:00

and now I got my Amaimon drawing ready xDD
soon my blog is full of drawings ...
...again (laughs)

Love: Pime

Mephisto Pheles drawing for Noora

2011-05-22T03:18:00.000+03:00

my, Satan-sama's 1st son, Mephisto Pheles drawing
it's for my darling Noor ♥ ^^
luv u bb ♥

I did draw it 2 days...
hmh... it's ok....

Love: Pime

I just want to say...

2011-05-14T03:23:00.001+03:00

I just said in tumblr that no one is perfect…
there is no such a thing as perfect
it’s just part of humans imagination

I never haven’t asked anyone to like me
and if you don’t like me,
I probably don’t like you
so…

and I’m not fucking afraid to walk this stupid road of life alone !!
I’m not afraid of being alone
I’m not afraid to die

of course it would be nice to feel love even once in a life time
but there has been and there are people who have never or will never feel it
and I’m one of them
and I don’t care

my heart is getting smaller every fucking day of this humans hell
and I feel like I’m home in this hell
I enjoy pain
I enjoy feeling alone
I enjoy being sad

why ?
becouse I have grown like that is normal
I have grown like that is what live is

I would have so much more to say but I think I’ll leave it to another time…

Love: Pime

So....

2011-05-11T15:21:00.000+03:00

now I have 14 piercings : DD
and a headache >.<
thanks to the sun -.-

I would have wanted (needed) to stay at city centre but it was full on humans
and it was god damn sunny and hot
and I have a headache now and I was at my fainting point
and and and aaaaa !!
annoying !!!
I need to go there again in rainy day *--* <333

Love: Pime

Happy birthday Ko-ki...!!

2011-05-01T14:00:00.000+03:00

Happy birthday Ko-ki...!!! <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 ^^
1.5.2011...!!

Love: Pime

Awoi new look

2011-04-27T15:08:00.000+03:00

oh very good !!
very good *--*

Love: Pime

oh lol

2011-04-26T21:20:00.000+03:00

I have got so fucking many viewers from Finland today >xDD
(laughs)
ridiculous (laughs)

but yeah...

I had so much fun with Ellu today !!
Jimi and Luka were so nice boys !! ^^
and now Jimi is god damn tired xDD (laughs)
today was perfect ^^
now I'm waiting for rain *--*

Love: Pime

hmh~~

2011-04-26T16:54:00.000+03:00

voi voi raukkoja...
ajatteleevat että ovat ite täydellisiä...
sit ei oo ees pokkaa sanoo omaa mielipidettään omanaihtenään ku pitää anonyyminä tulla vonkuu
voi toisia....
ja pitää turvautuu englantiin
noh mikäs siinä...
ite oon sen verran kypsä että en käyttäs anonyymiä... mut kaikki elää omalla tavallaan...

Love: Pime

ahahaa !!!

2011-04-26T15:47:00.000+03:00

I CAN'T STOP LAUGHING !!!
AHH~~
all anons are so funny
(laughs)

Love:Pime

nails & hair & tattoo & journeys around the world

2011-04-25T15:54:00.004+03:00

ah my lovely nails are so short !! T.T
I don't how to live !!!
many of them have broke thanks to Jimi -_- I love you man !! -_-
and I should colour them black again....

and I need to dye my hair neon blue again....
I'm almost blond already !!!
I have been thinking that I could colour my hair red/black next...
and then full black again...
I'm so tired to dye my hair all the time -_-
but I love all the colours ;_;
I will miss them ;_;

and that tattoo...
I will get it !!
first I need to find that good tattoo place...

and wtf !!!
my mother let's me go to Japan but not to Lithuania ?? o_o
she is crazy -_-
but I'm going to Lithuania !! but I have to go to war with my mother about it...

but she said that she will buy me ticket to Japan if Ryo-san takes me there xDD
she said:
"Ask that your japanese friend if you can go there. You love Japan so much I can let you go there and I know there is someone who would take good care of you"
like there wasn't someone in Lithuania ?? -.-
and I would love to go to Japan but
1. my mother can't deside that I'm going there, I need to ask if Ryo takes me
2. I don't want to go there just because I love Japan, I want to go there because I want to know my friend better and that he could teach me things about Japans lovely culture and stuff *--*

but yeah....

Love: Pime

Happy birthday Masashi...!!

2011-04-25T13:17:00.000+03:00

Happy birthday Masashi...!!! <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 ^^
25.4.2011...!!

Love: Pime

Happy birthday San...!!

2011-04-25T13:13:00.001+03:00

Happy birthday San...!!! <3 <3 <3 <3 ^^
25.4.2011...!!

Love: Pime

I will

2011-04-24T16:52:00.000+03:00

now I’m 100% sure I will get this tattooed in my left hand
with violet colour…
and without those texts…
I will !!

Love: Pime

oh yeah !!

2011-04-22T16:11:00.000+03:00

I had so much fun last night (laughs)
and I didn't even have hangover this morning !!

alcohol + good company + karaoke + birthday = lots of fun
my sister has b.day today (22.4.)
she is 20 now...

the only sad thing lats night was that I was the only "forever alone".....
-_-

oh yeah, and I would have job in Japan !!
it would be so perfect !! *--*
but yeah~~

but now I could open my table computer and start to play diablo 2 ....

Love: Pime

Happy birthday Ray...!!

2011-04-20T12:56:00.000+03:00

Happy birthday Ray...!!! <3 <3 <3 ^^
20.4.2011...!!

Love: Pime

I WANT THOSE HORNS ALSO !!!!

2011-04-19T15:46:00.001+03:00

KJFSLKFJKSDFLSGKG

WHERE CAN I GET HORNS LIKE THAT ??!!

I - FUCKING - WANT !!!

JSADHJKFHKFGAGA

AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA

RYOGA !!!!

Love: Pime

my parents make me feel crazy ... am I ??

2011-04-18T16:09:00.002+03:00

I want to move away !!!! (cries) I can’t live here !!! I feel very anguish here !!!
I want to cry !!
my parents make me feel anguish !!! (cries)

always when they laugh: I feel like crying
always when I have to eat with them: I want to vomit
always when they look at me: I want to cry and I start to shake
always when they are alking to me : I want to cry and I start to shake
always when I hear them talking at morning: I can't continue sleeping

everything about them makes me feel bad and anguish

and I can’t tell them about it, they would thing I’m crazy…

I think I’m suffering about depression because of my parents…

I seriously need to move away !!!
they don't even know anything about me !!!

and yes, I have to say this now...
I can't hold it in any longer~~

Love: Pime

yesterday: new piercings !!

2011-04-14T14:02:00.000+03:00

so yeah :DDD
I got 2 new piercings into my ear yesterday !!
here they are !!
(up, lower 2)

I took this pic little after piercing, yesterday....

and at the moment my ear is swollen and violet !! (laughs)
xDDD

same what last time xDD

Love: Pime

THEY ANSWERED ME !!!

2011-04-12T14:23:00.000+03:00

"Hei!

Lähetämme viestisi ohjelmatyöryhmälle.

t. Ilosaarirock"
=
"Hello!

We sent message to program group.

t. Ilosaarirock"

I HOPE THIS PROGRAM GROUP ANSWERS ME SOON !!!

Love: Pime

ha-ha-haa (this is pretty random)

2011-04-12T12:06:00.000+03:00

why is it so hard for me to:

-go to city centre ? (laughs) yep, I didn't go xDDDD

-to say that I'm in love ? am I ??I don't know !!

-hug people ?

-start conversation?

-to love people who I might get ? everyone who I love lives in fucking Narnia or something like that

-say word "cute"

ok, maybe I should stop here or I might be writing this over 3 years (laughs)

Love: Pime

now and moment ago

2011-04-11T22:05:00.000+03:00

my corset and shirt came today !!!
yey yey !!
and what was that face ?? xDD (laughs)
so...
that shirt is almost like what Aki has in Ice Romancer's pv
*Q*
I love it
and
that corset is red/black and has dragons in it *Q*
so I totally love it !!!
all what I love put together:
corset,red,black,dragons
hell yeah !!

and now I have clothes to Dir en grey's gig !!
(laughs)

I found out that my friend is Shinigami !!
my biggest enemy….
Demons like me and Shinigamis are not good friends…
but we are ?? o_o
and she says that it would make good yaoi fanfiction….

good but I suck at writing and she has something else to write~~

Love: Pime

THIS ....

2011-04-11T18:15:00.001+03:00

....IS JUST TOO CUTE FOR ME TO HANDLE !!
AJKSHFKJASFHSKJHKJ

...
what ??
o_o

I...
I can't imaginae me to say something like that o_o
what is wrong with me ?? o_o

ok ....
I have to say that I think I'm in love *'-'*
but...
let's not talk about it because it will never happen...
-.-

Love: Pime

I will make sure it will be so !!

2011-04-10T23:05:00.000+03:00

16.6. to Lithuania
and
30.6. back to Finland
??

I might use my demonic powers if someone says :
"no, it won't happen"

Love: Pime

Next week; tomorrow ??

2011-04-10T20:17:00.000+03:00

I decided to get those 2 new piercings next week
(week what starts tomorrow)

If I'm not lazy I might go to city centre tomorrow & get them : DDD
and I hope I get new jewelry to my old piercings in my ear~~
hmmm~~ and why not new jewelry to my lip also : DD
if I found nice ones I will get them *--*

but new piercings mean week without sauna T_T
how will I survive this again ??!!!

but then I have 13 piercings !!!
MWAHAHAHAAA !!

Love: Pime

(laughs) normal~~

2011-04-10T14:51:00.000+03:00

OOHHH BORN !!
(laughs)
HOW COOL LOOK YOU HAVE !! xDDD
I like those horns Ryoga has !! xDDD
and next my friends reaction when she saw this pic:
"Ellu sanoo:
-TOLLA YHELLÄ ON KAKS MUSTAA BANAANIA PÄÄSSÄ"
=
Ellu says:
-THAT ONE GUY HAS TWO BLACK BANANAS ON HIS HEAD"
I laughed so hard !! xDD
ohhh~~ myh~~

but hey those horns are pretty hot~~ I like~~
...
I think I won't say what I think where they would be usefull.... mmm...

and here is my ugliness today:

3 belts, one scarf, one chain, jeans, corset, hoodie and or course my all the time wear; Ankh
I just…
have nothing to say but~~
I look horrible…. like alwasy~~ (^^)b
and sorry , I decided to not put makeup today so I didn’t want to kill you with my manly face~~
(laughs)

I hope my new corset comes tomorrow -_-

OH !!
and Dir en grey's gig tickets come on sale next week !!
yey yey !!

Love: Pime

...

2011-04-10T12:54:00.002+03:00

"I'm really hoping that you miss me too"

something what I have been thinking....

2011-04-10T01:50:00.000+03:00

yeah, I have been thinking this a long time already~~
if men can be topless is public places,
why can't women be also ??

ok maybe we have more fat and milk in them
but what is the big thing in this ??
I really don't understand....

I think that I would like to be topless !!
why not ??
it's the same thing if fat man is topless in public !!
(laughs)
(sorry, fat is beauti also )

but yeah, seriously.... why not ??

Love: Pime

my "uuuuu" drawing = she will kill me

2011-04-09T16:44:00.000+03:00

so~~
I draw “uuuuuu” picture to my friend~~
and I’m so sure she will kill me when she sees this ~~
it’s ready now~~
I’m going to die xDDD
she will like this so much !! *irony*

she might be like “OHHH !!! MY EYES !!! I’M GOING TO KILL YOU !! “

I know she hates this kind of things… xDD
+ this drawing is fail ….
I can’t draw~~

hope you like it Ellu !!! xDDD

Love: Pime

ANSWER TO ME !!!

2011-04-09T12:24:00.000+03:00

why they don't answer to me !!!!???? T.T
I want boys to Ilosaarirock !!!
and they want to come also !!! DDD:
but this fucking ilosaarirock staff doesn't answer to me !!! >.<
well~~ I think that if I get contact to those staff members boys can play next summer, I don't think they take new bands for this year anymore....
BUT THEM I'LL DO MY EVERYTHING THAT THEY GET TO COME NEXT YEAR !!!
>.<
THEY WILL PLAY THERE !!!
THEY WILLLLLLLLLL !!!!

Love: Pime

Ryo-san

2011-04-08T20:03:00.001+03:00

I HAVE JAPANESE FRIEND !!!
and he has his own v-kei band !!!! *Q*
he plays guitar....
I’m trying to get their band to play in ilosaarirock : DD
(next summer or if possible this summer ??)
they would like to play there *—*

he is so amazing !!!
he has seen Sadie like 2 times and has shaked their hands and talked to them

and what made me even happier is that he asked me to go to Tokyo
and he said that I could stay at his house !!!

god I like this guy

Love: Pime

...is this story of my life ??

2011-04-08T00:36:00.000+03:00

(sorry, I'm crying so much that I can't see what I'm typing so there has to me lots and lots of mistakes)

so let me start with saying: it's all in Awoi's Yuuyake karasu
mm~~
I think I finally understand why I'm so dark person , why I hate kids , why I love animals, and why I hate humans~~

I have lived alone my whole life...
my sisters and brother always did and still do all kind of nice things and they got what they wanted
but I always decided to stay home and sit in the dark corner and I never told what I wanted, so I never have got something what I have always whanted
and when I saw that my parents & family tried to make me to have fun time,
I pretended that I was happy~~
and now I, myself, don't really know when I have good or fun time,
I never know when I'm pretending
so my childhood wasn't good at all and I think that might be why I hate kids~~

and why I love animals; only person who always decided to stay home into that dark corner with me was our dog Elli...
I told her everything always and she was there for me always
she was my only friend and that is why I love animals, they are always there for you and they feel you
but my parents killed her
and my only friend , only true family, only love is gone
and that is why I hate people
they just break your heart

my life relly have sucked and still does~~
only things that I have done in my life are; cry, pretend and only people who I have loved who I love are far away or don't know that I even exist... or they are gome

and what makes me feel even more horrible is that there are people in there who have or has even more horrible lifes than me and I'm still saying that my life is horrible

it seems that everyone, everything that I like or love or care about dies

this is my first time in my whole live when I really open up...

even I don't know myself....

only thing I want...
is happiness and love
but guess what ...
I will never get them
how could I ??
when I have something what makes me even a bit happy or something what I love always dies or goes away, I can't get love or happiness
never
ever

I have calles someones/somethings name in my painfull and dark life
but my voice doesn't reach him/her/it

and I'm just standing still in this deep and dark swamp all my life and can't move anywhere
(I stick at my sad past and I don't go and see what I could do, Idon't have future.... not like this)
but I can't move...
I just can't
I can't forgive what has happend to me

+ when I was about 15 I found out that my dad isn't my real dad
and that I'm just my mothers bid mistake

so why am I suffering in here
I'm a mistake

if you make mistake in drawing or in text what you write you wipe that mistake away...
why can't I be wiped away ??

my hopes for the future and my life and my happiness have already flewd away like a crow from the roof...
they have disappeared...

all I want to do is to become a crow and disappear...

always alone, forever alone

I think that those things I want (love and happines)
the only way that I get them is that someone wipes me away
then I can be happy... I don't need to me alone anyore
I can become a crow and fly away and fly to my happines what has flewd away already
that is the only way that I can catch in fly after it
but because I don't have wings I can't fly
I'm stuck there in the swamp

all I can do is suffer alone and wait that someone wipes this mistake away

Love: Pime

again T.T

2011-04-07T20:34:00.000+03:00

FUCKING EARTHQUAKES !!!
LEAVE JAPAN ALONE AND COME TO FINLAND AND KILL ME !!!

I’M WAITING FOR YOU !!!!

KEEP PRAYING FOR JAPAN !!! T.T

Love: Pime